ok. so much for updating. i guess nothing's really changes. i'm sick- it's getting better but not going away, i'm completely stressed to the brim- probably making me more sick, and i have one and a half bagels and a five dollar gift certificate to erberts and gerberts. i don't really even like erberts and gerberts. they only have one veggie sub and it's not...
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acidevangelist:
Going down for business or pleasure? Or school, perhaps?
rylie:
I really need to put my head in your lap and have you stroke my hair right about now...
here is me updating: i am tired, a little sick, and i don't really care about putting the pan of leftover mac n cheese into a container and into the fridge. i think i'll go to sleep instead. i'm also very broke and i'm hoping i can not buy food until thanksgiving when i'll bring home leftovers and take food from my parents. yet i...
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tiffanymarie:
content is a great thing. especially when your broke and a little silk. take care. oh. leftover mac n cheese is disgusting anyway.
rylie:
remember when I smooshed a macaroni noodle into the carpet because I didn't understand what it was? Oh that night of wine, hard liquor and pot from an undecipherable pipe...
remember how bad that room smelled all the damn time. the stench of alcohol was permenant.
remember how bad that room smelled all the damn time. the stench of alcohol was permenant.
last night i had a dream about bjork. the dream was one of her movies. it was a cool movie. bjork sang, conquered some dragons, became quasi-immortal, and had some cool powers. oh yea, she pretended to be a whore so she could get into some army hidout place to steal the soldiers' clothes. while i was having the dream i knew it was a...
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acidevangelist:
welcome.
just looked through the SGTC halloween pics. what were you supposed to be?
just looked through the SGTC halloween pics. what were you supposed to be?
toneski:
Bjork just did a live DJ set on BBC radio, she was introducing the songs she chose. She is so cute and her voice is so sweet... i could just squeeze her till she explodes.
so lovely.
so lovely.
does anybody else want to destroy that yellow and red bar that says 'update your page, bitch' or something. i do.
so, i guess i'm intense. is that a good thing? it sounds kinda cool. i cried myself to sleep the other night. it was a good hard cry. oddly, it may have been the most comforting thing i've felt in a while. it reminded...
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so, i guess i'm intense. is that a good thing? it sounds kinda cool. i cried myself to sleep the other night. it was a good hard cry. oddly, it may have been the most comforting thing i've felt in a while. it reminded...
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thejuanupsman:
I do indeed want to destroy it. In fact I hate most of the recent site changes. But I often hate change. Intensity is a great thing. My favorite people are intense. a good cry is a wonderful thing. By the way I agree with your last journal. Heartache and regret is always worth it. Love is great even when it comes with pain. I think I am in love again. Possibly with several people which may not be good. Then again I am also happy despite so many bad breaks lately that I wonder how I can stay sane let alone be happy, I think that being in love and loving people is what is keeping me going. So how is my favorite niece lately? Any changes since this last update?
by the way I appreciate you reading my long journals. The next few will probably be pretty short. Unlike this comment.
by the way I appreciate you reading my long journals. The next few will probably be pretty short. Unlike this comment.
sweetjimmy:
Happy Birthday Babe!
no miracles for me, billy. 'tis a rarity that one can make you so happy without also making you so sad. if you ever wonder if it's worth it to let your heart break because you can't let go of the bliss, it is (you will probably keep wondering anyway). so, how can you know true happiness without knowing true pain, and how do you...
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billybillybilly:
that's intense. not sure what to add to that.
drstinkypants:
i like to drink beer and get drunk
sometimes i just get so excited to live in not sheboygan county, wi. it is definitely not a cool place to be.
my life has been going unnaturally well. i've been in a really kind of excited mood lately. the bad part is every now and then i crash and burn, relying on princesses, crazy vegans, and drunk boys to make it all better.
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my life has been going unnaturally well. i've been in a really kind of excited mood lately. the bad part is every now and then i crash and burn, relying on princesses, crazy vegans, and drunk boys to make it all better.
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daekrys:
meh, fuck being sad. and i'm happy now so no sad faces.
i'm glad shit is going good for you too, may it last as long as possible.
pb kisses are good
i'm glad shit is going good for you too, may it last as long as possible.
pb kisses are good 
cv:
Thank You! 
'the garbage truck beeps as it backs up and i start my day thinking about what i've thrown away....' -incubus
oh brandon boyd, you infiltrated my life and you didn't even know it.
i'm wet and tired and sick and manic. RAAAAAAAAAWWWWWWWWWRRRRRRRRRRR
oh brandon boyd, you infiltrated my life and you didn't even know it.
i'm wet and tired and sick and manic. RAAAAAAAAAWWWWWWWWWRRRRRRRRRRR
tiffanymarie:
Interesting.
daekrys:
i got a flute if you like that tune, hope you enjoyed the cookies
i walked in and there he was, standing there, with his hair and his face and his 'flair that just won't quit'. my jaw dropped, i didn't know what to do, wanted to turn around and go back. i walked forward, open-mouthed, he saw me and hugged me with a less than usual but still too much embrace. i said hi to drew and sat...
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pixie_punch:
i don't know WHAT i'll do if i see him...
daekrys:
...i'm listening to the first KoRn cd right now, the part at the end after the silence where that guy is yelling at the lady, if you've heard it before...it scares me...meh. so sup? meh? cool.
sounds like EVERYBODY'S having a bad day. i'm sick, but it's only the winter illnes that i'll have for the next 5 months. other than that, the saddest part of my day was the korean pop video that tears my heart out of my rib cage and squeezes it until i cry. A MUSCI VIDEO! it's unnatural, but if someone's going to, i suppose the...
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contrast:
for some reason the emptiness is lingering. but the kitti kisses did help fill it a little bit.
rockpaperscissor:
Being sick is an odd thing . . . I've been sick for a couple days now, miserable, but for some reason the cigarettes taste better to me. Maybe thats what gets me threw it. The saddest part of my day was that I couldn't sleep so I played a nintendo someone brought over to cheer me up. Well I guess thats a good part, the bad part is I played Zelda for 12 hours until I beat it. Goregeous asian woman for some, old asian video games for others.
today: woke up, fell back asleep, didn't have time to take a shower, took too long on a quiz and rushed the last answer, fell asleep in class, and right now i'm not studying for the test i have in an hour and a half that i'm sure will be so much fun 
in addition, i feel sick- i went to bed early last night...
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in addition, i feel sick- i went to bed early last night...
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pixie_punch:
Peter Lansky, hahahaha.
MEASURE THE D.O!!!!!
NO! The surface D.O should be bigger!!!!
MEASURE THE D.O!!!!!
NO! The surface D.O should be bigger!!!!
rylie:
OH MY GOSH. ALLI IS THE MOST AWESOMEST HOTTEST COOLEST GIRL IN THE WHOLE WIDE WORLD. TRUELY.