sapperdevil

20+ days of leave where i haven't had to do anything... i'm going crazy after spending a year working just about every day and worrying about when I was going to get fuckin blown up.... I guess im just having a hard time adjusting to how society normally operates... I'm not used to having options... most peole won't understand, but when you have a choice of what shirt to wear when you get up, that's a gift... I knew alot of Iraqis(alot of kids) who had to wear the same worn out t shirt because they were too poor to buy another one... fuck they used to smile like you handed them a hundred dollars when you gave them a bottled water, like it was champagne or something... guess we just live in a materialistic world and I have to accept that now..........