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I'm on a quest to acquire some more friends for my Friend's List. But, if UncleRay keeps changing his name, it almost seems like I have more friends. But my list is pretty bad. Half of my friends have either gone grey, or give me the impression of grey because of their choice of profile pics. Bottom line is my list looks terrible. Not that...
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thejuanupsman:
I think I will probably be back to this name for a while. But I expect that I will continue to take occassional breaks from the site. And they will probably alwys be more formal than yours. And I will probably always come back.

After all, what else do I have to do?

You can feel free to steal some of my friends. I don't talk much to a lot of them anyway.
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So, I says to the guy, I says,"buddy, you gonna eat that whole thing?". Guy says "yup". I says, "you want me to call 911 now, or wait til you finish?". Guy says, "go fuck yourself...".
Now all day I been tryin' to fuck myself, but I have been unsuccessful, and unfulfilled. Self fucking sucks. frown

* note to self... get a few more friends. Of...
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comicking:
ya know, you're comments tend to either be interesting or confusing. That last one was ... ... ... !
thejuanupsman:
Self fucking does suck. In fact, after years of doing many things alone, I have recently decided that most, not all, but most, solitary activities suck. I used to think that as I grew older I would become more and more of a hermit. By choice. Somewhere along the line I changed. I started to actually desire the company of other people. Still not sure if this was a good change or a bad one.
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Just got back from New York. Had a great four day weekend in NYC, doing all the typical tourist stuff. Ground Zero is just a large hole in the ground, but it can still bring me to tears. Had some great food, heard some great music. Rode around in taxi cabs at Mach 3. smile


What's the deal with having someone on your mind so much...
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benni:
it was a beautiful thing, seeing you today. im half asleep in an amazingly comfortable chair, but i had to climb on here and send you a little more love today...

sometimes i forget how muuch i miss you and how happy i am to see you until you actually show up.

thanks sweetie. kiss
comicking:
hey! did you delete one of my comments? There used to be one above thejuanupsman's on this very page...

Update please...!
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I'm heading to New York for a few days next week. I wonder if there's anything fun to do in NYC? I shall see...
comicking:
I hear NYC is a boring little town, kind of a hick town with Gomer and Goober Pyle types living there.... surreal

Housemate doesn't look positive anymore... and she's pretty "out there" you might know her as Angel. wink
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Some days, I swear, I don't know what the fuck I'm doin'...
comicking:
and other days I still haven't got a clue what I'm doin'...
thejuanupsman:
That would be most days for me. Just do something. My experience has been doing nothing is almost always the wrong choice.
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I've been thinking alot about regret lately. You know, "Oh, I regret that I never asked that cute chick from High School out on a date" kinda stuff. Or the, "Wow, I really wish I wouldda finshed college and gotten that darn degree" kinda regret.
I'm gonna think about it some more, then I'll write it all out for ya...
What do you regret?
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thejuanupsman:
I regret going to Law school instead of grad school.
I regret investing too much in bad relationships.
I regret mistaking acquaintances for friends.
I regret almost every time I have ever started to care for a woman.

Lately, pretty much everything except for my daughter. She is the one consistently good thing in my life.


comicking:
I'll tell her when I see her Sunday that you're not an asshole. I had thought about taking Thursday off to go see her, but I've been so far behind in work due to being sick, I couldn't get away, and she did only have the one show before she had to go home and pack for San Fran. She went for Tegan's birthday (lucky girl to have someone fly out just for your birthday), and wil be back Saturday night.
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if my journal falls in the forest, and there's no one there to hear it... does it make a sound??
comicking:
yes. but only your journal makes a sound, no one else's does.
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Because it's been such a fucking busy week that has left me drained and a bit dopey, here's my thought for contemplation for you:
If a cow laughed really, really hard, would milk come out of her nose? smile
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Home for the holidays?
But... just where is home? Is home where you live and eat and sleep each day? Is home where you grew up into the fine person you are today? Is home where your parents live? It's been said you can't go home again. Is home anywhere you are when you're with friends? Is home a quiet place where you're gona be...
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clover:
for the holidays...I'll be in a hotel....but I'll love it....
squee_:
Nice choice on the favorite people. But I am pretty sure this
is where I first heard that. wink

I haven't known where home is for years. I don't think I have found it yet.
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I guess their never comin' back...

Hats off to former SG members Dixie and anywayyouneedme. My friends list is pretty bare so I'll leave you on it for just a little longer, in case you change your mind. smile
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benni:
its true. i miss seeing you, too. we needs us a lunch. *shakes fist* a lunch, i tells ya!

when i can eat again...
benni:
i too loves me some porn... if you must watch it, you must... i need to lay down pretty soon anyways... this is the most active ive been all day. sad. two days off sick in a row.

i hope theyre not mad at me.
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What a fucking week it's been. I had a series of job interviews that really had me excited. It would have been a good position with a good company, and here's the kicker: it would have been double my current salary. Needless to say it didn't happen. They gave it to someone else. Now I have this empty feeling like I'm gonna miss something I...
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comicking:
Damn it! Had a long response, and accidentally hit escape and deleted it all! Oh well, you lose, cause I'm not gonna repeat it all. I'll just say: hope your week goes a helluva better. And... you know who my one-and-only is, I shouldn't have to say more! blush
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I think I need some new friends. Sometimes I think I have too many friends, sometimes too few. Im not sure I really need any friends. Ive been thinking a lot about friends and friendship lately. Someone I know recently fired his best friend. Is this even possible? Can you terminate a relationship that you considered to be the best? Can the circumstances, however horrible,...
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danielle:
well i think you will find some friends ... you shouldn't worry about that . hey i am on your friends list? am i not your friend? wink