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School is going really well! I think I will be able to get my prerequisites done by next fall. I hope that the schools I'm applying to for will accept that I am currently in classes that will be completed by the time I would attend. I mean I'll still be doing some required classes when I apply. I did already get into a school...
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I tell Paul not to teach our daughter to abuse me after he encourages some bad behavior and he says "oh she'll just end up doing it on her own". Not happy with him right now. I am not going to have this parenting bullshit with him am I? I mean he's not even in the same country as me and he's promoting her hurting...
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Starting school on Monday.

Feeling the pressure of school and work and everything. I don't feel like I have enough time and yet I feel idle too much. This is stress. I hate being so stressed it makes my brain a total mess.

Will work out tomorrow though. It's like meditation. Clears my head and makes me feel happier. Today only a little working out because of busy busy...
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You know how there are just some people that are attractive, and sometimes they are attractive to a lot of people, but there is just some quirk you love about them. I am so in love with this girl. I mean she intimidates me because she seems so amazing and strong and confident.



I love her presence, the way she talks, moves, her poetry, her...
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Fantastic news! I can defer to next year! Which is really good because my daughter will be old enough for childcare and such. I hope I can apply for a space at a good childcare facility before I move though because they sometimes have very long waiting lists.

So that's very exciting!

I just got back from one of my closest friends weddings. It was...
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So fucking stressed out.

Figured out everything for school which is lovely.

This is my last month of getting WIC. Which is sort of stressful. That's three pounds of beans and/or grains a month, 4 pounds of tofu, 10 bottles of soy milk, cereal, eggs, cheese, tuna. That's a lot of food.

OK now I'm a little confused. I just got accepted to a University...
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Baby is scooting along all of the furniture and currently knocking everything off of every shelf she can. Outside my window the fog is so thick, the trees only a few yards away fade away into complete white.

Today I go swimming, hopefully talk to someone at the gym about helping me figure out the leg machine. It's the only one I can't seem to...
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Planning a trip. Packed the baby clothes, need to buy some diapers, get directions. Not looking forward to the drive but am looking forward to the stay in Portland and Eugene. That should be fun.

I forget myself sometimes.