saoirsemckenna

School is going sort of well, sort of shit. I messed a few things up, this happens to me every time I go to school. I hope that I can rectify it enough to get A's in my classes. My entrance to many of the nursing schools I've applied to is conditional on having 3.0 or 3.5. University o Edinburgh is a 3.5 or 3.8 depending on what you are applying for and I have a 2.79. Which is ... it's actually not terrible but it's not great either. I mean it's all relative really. I went through a lot of shit and lost a lot of my really good gpa because of some shit, so I just want to make up for that but making it up is a lot harder than losing it.

So I just need to get on top of things here.

Daughter seems to be doing alright with me being in school which is really good. She is still primarily breast fed so I have to go to school, come home and feed her, then go back to school then come home and feed her, etc. It's a fucking pain in the ass but I can't really think about it or it'll seem worse. It's something I'm willing to do for her. It's more of a pain in the ass when I think about how they have childcare at my school but she is too young for it. But anyway, no need to think about that. We work every day to get her to eat and drink liquids but she just doesn't do well with it so I still breast feed a lot. I am very dedicated and I love doing it most of the time, it's the most amazing bonding experience anyone could have.

So I have a ton of homework to do and I'll go and do it. Baby is happily playing, I better get it done before she gets bored.