saoirsemckenna

Today was tiring. My mother is more ill than we had thought. She is having a cancerous tumor removed tomorrow and then maybe chemo. This is totally out of the blue. We didn't know anything about this and she had a biopsy only two days ago and today it just turned out to be cancerous. What crazy shit life is.

I'm trying to be as positive as I can but I'm not sure this has really sunk in. I think it may be harder tomorrow. I feel numb right now.