sanity1n3

I feel like complete shit this morning. Classes started yesterday so im back at bsu. today i have my intro to advertising - journ 250, and psychology 100. shouldnt be too bad. i'll be out by 3:15. i didnt get to sleep until around 6-7 last night b/c my friend dallas came up to see me so i wasnt lonely. some shit happened and today is just awkward as shit. i tried explaining to him how i wanted to get to know other guys too, and that i just got out of a relationship and didnt want to date.

i found out that he's the jealous type...and gets attached quickly, so fuck me. i dont know. thats the last thing i want.

some friends are coming up this weekend, brian (NOT ex brian), nick, and jason. i kinda have my eye on one of them.

he's outgoing, sociable, likes to have fun, sweet, brutally honest when he's drunk, adorable, sexy as hell, tall, crazy hot hair. i cant stop thinking about him. fuck me x 2. what am i going to do?

dallas rocks.
but he told me himself that he's the jealous type, which is one reason why i broke up w/ my ex. i dont want that shit again.

brian rocks.
but he smokes, and is trying to quit.



im so tired.
and hungry.

OH SHIT. i forgot. I DYED MY HAIR. wanna see?






this is me. tired.


what do ya think?!