sanguine

meh.....

so i had 1 guy ask me out somewhere last night..then a few hours later..had another one hittin up on me....

you know the funny thing..i didnt really care...

whats up with that???????

ok..so yeah!!!!!

at work..my routes have changed as of this evening....even though i will still have to work double shifts on staurday nights...i will only have 2 stores to deal with in the evening..which means...............

I am done by 9 or 10...and sang gets to go out on saturday night now!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

hmmmmmm...what to do

did i mention that i LUVE asian american boys...mmmmmmmmmmmmmmm

and its even better when you have amazing sex with them too

my hips hurt now...O.o

so i think summer is finally giving up its fight to stay alive....
the past 2 nights have been cooler...and fall is def moving in..
so i put on my baggy jogging pants(not used fior jogging)
put on a long sleave shirt(that i stole from an ex years ago)
dawned my stripped calve high socks(that i bought in the mens section)
.......
sat on the...
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ok..so today i told one of my bosses off...he is an idiot..so i didnt feel bad at all

then i also managed to do 3 loads of laundry...im lucky if do 1 a week...

its october soon..and still pushing 80's during the day and 60's at night.....im not complaining mind you..just a bit unusual..for this time of year where i live......

ok so i...
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soo..i got my wish...
it rained tonight..while it was still warm out......

i went outside...looked out...and smiled...
i took off my glasses and set them on the porch...
i walked out into the middle of the street..and put my hands out to my side, like i was flying..except i had my palms facing the up...
i closed my eyes and turned my face towards the...
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im not leaving people.....i just had some shit to take care of..yesterday..jeesh.....O.o

<--going on haitus.......................

i asked for rain..and i got it..unfortunately its also cool out..not exactly counducive to being able to play in the rain..im still hopeful yet...i think we may have a few more warm days left yet...just one more romp in the rain is all i want....

so where do i go from here??? from whence we came we go again..i dont freaking know??

alot of stuff in my head these days..and beings as my head is usually crammed already..it is making for some tight space right now...something is gonna have to move out...i wish i could just serve an eviction notice to my thoughts....

im starting to think its gonna keep...
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