sanguine

so i woke up at 3:30 this morning for work even though i didnt have to be up till right before 5 am...i dont like when my body plays these little games with me

i may actually eat breakfast for the first time in a while.. beings as i have the time and all O.o

** 12 days till i leave on vacation!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!**

ill never understand why my body wont let me sleep in when i dont have to work....

if it werent cold out you think is was a beautiful day out, just by looking out the window!!!!

maybe i will actually clean my room and do the laundry thats been staring at me for some time now O.o

wow.. i will now be killing the loan company for the car i just paid off from the accident.. those mother fuckers just took ANOTHER payment out of my account!!!

it has been paid off since the 9th... and they have managed to take out $400 dollars....now i have to jump thru hoops to get this money back... i had come to find out today...
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gah im so tired..... maybe its the sudden warm temp change....i guess my body wasnt ready for it...

i leave to go back home to today ... i love coming down to see Mercieface... i wish she was closer , but i am glad she is home....

down to about 2 weeks till i leave for my vacation... squeeeeeeeeeeeee

hot boys who have a brain.....i never knew they existed

im getting excited for tattoo time.. ive actually started counting down by the days now !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

im angry and i am hurt... so much so that my nerves are giving me hives and making me itch a lot....

*sigh*

i really hate being angry.. its such a waste of my time.. but this one just irks the fuck out of me........

so...i recieved the most awesome email from a friend today.....

this is what he said...

It is raining here and I was holding my face up to it and was reminded of you.


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that is one of the most awesome things anyone has ever said to me!!!!!!!!!

can you get any cooler than that... its really things like that, that make me smile and...
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i found out today.. that i do not have to work on sunday.... this my friends is a very exciting thing for me... i NEVER have any days off on the weekend.. matter of fact.. its been several months since i have.... i really need to find something to do... this can not be wasted!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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fear not my child, for zombie jesus will rise...
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today is the day to be lethargic... hell yeah...

i managed to finish off my bag of m&m's mmmmmmmmmm

bought a plane ticket yesterday!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i really need to find someone thats wants to come help me clean... cuz i really dont fucking care to right now!!!

i could really go for a good home cooked meal right now too... the only thing that sucks...if you...
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