its offcial i, screwed up, and its over, for now anyways, and for now usually means for ever as i have come to learn. Besides, theres no use clinging on to false hope, but i do care about her, and am hoping to stay in touch this time, all the other ex's i drove away, and i was never a fan of being friends after,...
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elvira:
only if you let her go, you will stay her real true friend! its not easy, but it could be so easy 
sammy1:
i wish,,,,, maybe,,,,,i can hope,,,, trying hard to let go..... maybe i am clingin so much becuase i know thgre is nothing to hold onto..... maybe i wuish i were a freind and feel i am not,,,, maybe maybe maybe....... maybe its time........
so i screwed up another one.... well, not really, i had help.
she left it at i need time and space to think..... and i was bad the night before, but not that bad.... but i have realized a few things about my self,,, or should i say re-learned....
well, its been a week, if i dont hear anything, then i will call her tomorrow...
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she left it at i need time and space to think..... and i was bad the night before, but not that bad.... but i have realized a few things about my self,,, or should i say re-learned....
well, its been a week, if i dont hear anything, then i will call her tomorrow...
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elvira:
when is the end? when do you know if its wrong or right? how long should someone keep on fighting? or am we just to far away from the base to check anything clear? *anyways*
so i screwed up another one.... well, not really, i had help.
she left it at i need time and space to think..... and i was bad the night before, but not that bad.... but i have realized a few things about my self,,, or should i say re-learned....
well, its been a week, if i dont hear anything, then i will call her tomorrow...
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she left it at i need time and space to think..... and i was bad the night before, but not that bad.... but i have realized a few things about my self,,, or should i say re-learned....
well, its been a week, if i dont hear anything, then i will call her tomorrow...
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chicks chicks chikcs.... my life story revolves around chciks it seems... at least the only thing i seem to come here to bitch about.
Even though its not to bitch, just enjoying the time, and now realizing i need to find my own time, my own things, all these nights alone blow!!
ok, even they few nights alone. need to find something to do, and...
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Even though its not to bitch, just enjoying the time, and now realizing i need to find my own time, my own things, all these nights alone blow!!
ok, even they few nights alone. need to find something to do, and...
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elvira:
hehe i call all my friends motherfuckers or any else swearword, just for fun, ya know
hey cool you dated hot chicks, but indeed girls are crazy in mind so never forget where the boarder is or you are trapped
and being social?? well depends, when its for a good reason its ok, hehe
hey cool you dated hot chicks, but indeed girls are crazy in mind so never forget where the boarder is or you are trapped
and being social?? well depends, when its for a good reason its ok, hehe
so all i have been looking for is the sun,,, well,,,,, its here.... and dam if it isnt humid and hot!!!
not complaining at all, just enjoying!!! time to run
not complaining at all, just enjoying!!! time to run
elvira:
oh sammy motherfucker, whatz up man!!!
what do you mean with trick???
nice to hear from you, and remember always stay in the shine of the sun to enjoy the energy
enjoy your weekend!
what do you mean with trick???
nice to hear from you, and remember always stay in the shine of the sun to enjoy the energy
enjoy your weekend! mmmmm... allagash ale........ sweet stuff!!
the sun came out today...... so nice,,,,,,,
mondays suck
the sun came out today...... so nice,,,,,,,
mondays suck
so i recenlty asked what i need,,, and someone told me (some one really cute too... thanks!) but i guess i knew the answer to that before i asled it....
And i also know u csant look for it, shop for it, buy it, create, or pretend it,,,,,,, but u also cant wait for it to hit u in the head like a brick.....
so...
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And i also know u csant look for it, shop for it, buy it, create, or pretend it,,,,,,, but u also cant wait for it to hit u in the head like a brick.....
so...
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elvira:
oh thx, youre too cute!!!
the feeling youre searching is right down in your stomach, you just got to activate and then spread...jeah jeah magical formula but all the power lies in you!
alaska!!!!go there, it must be soooo beautiful, like iceland. or you come and visit me!
the feeling youre searching is right down in your stomach, you just got to activate and then spread...jeah jeah magical formula but all the power lies in you!
alaska!!!!go there, it must be soooo beautiful, like iceland. or you come and visit me!
woo hooo... another rainy day for my one day off...... fuck, so i went and played in the rain.... kinda nice sometimes..
lookinig for some sun though,..,....
i need i need i need i need i need........ can you tell me what i need?
lookinig for some sun though,..,....
i need i need i need i need i need........ can you tell me what i need?
elvira:
mmh jeah playing in the rain feels so good, esp. when the sun is shining and it rains.
i guess all you need is love!
i guess all you need is love!
"Awake again, I can't pretend
That I know I'm alone,
And close to the end
Of the feeling we've known.
How long have I been sleeping?
How long have I been drifting along through the night?
How long have I been running for that morning flight
Through the whispered promises, and the changing light
Of the bed where we both lie,
Late for the sky."
That I know I'm alone,
And close to the end
Of the feeling we've known.
How long have I been sleeping?
How long have I been drifting along through the night?
How long have I been running for that morning flight
Through the whispered promises, and the changing light
Of the bed where we both lie,
Late for the sky."
elvira:
im tired im weird i could sleep for thousand years..
a thousand dreams that would awake me, different colors made of tears.
and if you close the door youll never have to see the day again, leave the sunshine out and say hello to never....
actually i dont like dark beer(but havent you asked me about that before??) i like heineken, fosters....and some austrian stuff.
hope you had a nice weekend
go outside, junk the sun!
a thousand dreams that would awake me, different colors made of tears.
and if you close the door youll never have to see the day again, leave the sunshine out and say hello to never....
actually i dont like dark beer(but havent you asked me about that before??) i like heineken, fosters....and some austrian stuff.
hope you had a nice weekend
go outside, junk the sun!
the end,,,, what is it?
When u realize that there is nothing left to live for,,,, when u realize the one thing in life u want is the hardest and rarest of things to find?
when u decide u dont want to keep looking for it?
when is enough enough?
"i just cant run, its killing me..."
other people,,,, i choose my own path, and...
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When u realize that there is nothing left to live for,,,, when u realize the one thing in life u want is the hardest and rarest of things to find?
when u decide u dont want to keep looking for it?
when is enough enough?
"i just cant run, its killing me..."
other people,,,, i choose my own path, and...
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