sammy1

I just got to reading your message. Thanks so much!

theres nothing better than that!!!

I understand.

haha sammy...you are a mess...great
sound similar to me, chaotic, lazy, dreaming.

yes i know it.
but hey dont break up on this..i mean sure you can live this way for a time, but one day you find out that half of your life passed by. its not a way to go on forever.
if you turn you dreams into reality its the best thing ever. its hard to get up thou.

i know you are good, and weird, yes but thats a grande mixture.

i wish i could pull you out of this, but i fear i cant, you are not close as well.
but hey sammy i feel you have endless power, you should use it, now.

and i should stop telling you whats good and whats not..

all the best amgio

being me..jeah hm could be more exciting but its ok.
you know im very boring and shy. but someone told me that most people on this site are very shy. maybe thats the reason they apply here...

till now i didnt get lots of stuff yet, just a few selfburned cds and a card. i mean thats enough. i always wonder why people do this, why they care, but i like it, its always nice getting surprises!!

there are just a few persons on the site who are really really cool and trustfull, i can count them on one hand, anything else is just on the surface. esp. the girls here dont care alot and they are not true, thats sad, cause i thought i can trust them, or everything is easy, you know. but girls...you know they are stupid. im more like a boy in a girls body, but im happy about.

is it good?? well, i think i dont give afuck if someone cares about me or not, if they like me or not, if they think im sexy or not. blabla
i try to keep my ego underline, so i can be a good human, hopefully, onefineday.
real life is totally different, this here is a game, not more, so i dont take it serious.
but stop, i do take you serious!!!

what about you??

haha its so funny i wanted to write that in my journal today...but ok you stole it, no problem i saw it on a skateboard.

nice greez to ya

hehe dear sammy!!

ok i think its about me (hope not so..) but i always try to see things objective, so thats no fucking problem. whatever you rule, so damn you can write whatever you want, i wont change my opinion.

why take another breath? well i just read this sentence on a housewall: the fight lasts every hours and ends at the last (or something like this)
its true, but for me is the fight to become a better human one day, to free myself from those questions and be what i use to be. just forward. hmm whatever

i wish you a nice new years eve, and i hope you can free yourself from those questions and i hope you can just enjoy yourself...

well my favorite shot?? hehe i guess its absinthe, jeah its strong and green

ok i think its cool the way you are and so its authentic when you write something fucked up when you feel like this, you should not think about it, if its ok or not.
you can use your journal for therapy, thats cool. go for it. i always love to read them!

hehe thx, but i dont care bout xmas, would be much more fun not celebrating it.
hope you had a great time as well...

oh jeah me often use to give advices cause often i can feel the power, but its too easy to let yourself down to the ground....sorry for that.

hehe purple what a nice color, one of my favorites as well, you know the meaning of it.

reality, its not just the thing we can catch with our five senses, but we do believe. but we can feel reality all the time, just not bring it to concious. whatever

love is not a lie, its just one of the biggest fights on this earth, dont ask me why, but after you reached it youll be free. but dont ask if freedom is something possible. the ego always stands against it.



ps:funny to see you in your material mask