Thursday Mar 23, 2006

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god dam mother fucking reality of the bullshit world we all know.... what the fuck?

i mean really?? i am single, ok fine, what ever i am cool with thaty?

but fuck all the assehole muthyerfuckers who think that is bad?????????/

if u had something what the fuck are u doing here???????????
elvira:
wow, what a question. well if i was cool id say yes yes yes!!! but i cant say who you are or what you want and stuff. you know.
but believe me, its always better to do things that you dont know and havent done before.
so what do you offer?
or where do you wanna go, what ....whatever....

i cant say now, sorry...

kiss kiss

Friday Mar 17, 2006

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hmmm,,, this is my life,,,,,,, ready to go,,, or not,,,,

what do i do?

500 billion people on this planet, and why should anyone care about me?

what have i done to make your life any better?

hell, what have i done to make my life any better??

why do i think like this? i think everyone matters, everyone is important, just not me.

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Tuesday Feb 28, 2006

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i've been going with the flow for so long now, since the river has dried up my direction is lost, flowing everywhere but getting nowhere, around the cracksm effortlessly seeking out the low ground

i dont want to be the low ground anymore
elvira:
hmm ready to go...?
i dunno. i decided not to decorate my flat cause im ready to leave...every second. i think of all the materialsm i have..do i need it, why do i collect stuff like that?? hmm whatever.
but tell me what you mean...

i wanna go down the river with you, go with the flow... kiss kiss

Tuesday Feb 28, 2006

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its 4:20 am and i need to be up in abut 2 hours.

i was really planning on catching up on lost sleep from the weekend (had a very fun time,, but very little sleep)

i really hate not be able to sleep
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awww, thank you! kiss
It wasnt corny tongue
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I just read your comments to yourself above and, BAHAHAHA! biggrin

Tuesday Feb 14, 2006

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and life goes on,,,and on,,,and on....

the way it should though.

somethings are beyond you and i, and maybe time should stop for them, and some things are below you and me, and maybe time should skip over them.

but it doesnt.

time gives everything its moment, and then takes it away.

but for that one moment.......

what moment did you notice?
elvira:
im not thinking too much. mostly of the time i just be or recognize and think of situations of one moment. but i know just thinking is a hard way so i just dont do it all the time. its good to be free of mind..

whatever hope youre doing good... kiss kiss

Friday Feb 10, 2006

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can u ever be found if havent been lost, and if you havent been lost, how do you know if you're found?

and all the time in the middle, does it run out like tears down a beach?
elvira:
maybe you are found when someone takes care of you. maybe you are found when you got back to your roots...
but in every way it runs down all the way long smile kiss kiss

Friday Feb 10, 2006

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wow!! two messages..... i almost dont know what to do with myself. (and from two hotties... ;} )

So i kind of feel bad, my uncle got buried in Arlington National cemetery today, last minute and all, but i still could have made a late night train last, only miss one day of work, and come be home in the morning.

only like ten+ hours...
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