Wednesday Jun 07, 2006

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pink floyd....

Every year is getting shorter
Never seem to find the time
Plans that either come to nought
Or half a page of scribbled lines
Hanging on in quiet desparation is the English way
The time is gone
The song is over
Thought I'd something more to say


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chai:
thats really well said from you.... the thing about spending time an thinking and talking about things, but NOT doing them... there are so many peolple around me who always talk and talk what they are gonna to do, a few year later they dindnt to a thing from that... its ok, everybody should do what he wants to do.... but i use it as an reflection for my own...

i always try to do the things i tell... sometimes it scares me that i do things so fast then... smile so i havent the chance to cope with that... i think the golden middle is like always the best in a way smile

hope you are also doing fine??

kiss

Friday May 26, 2006

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mmm,, red red wine,,,,, only a little though,,,,,,, still quite sober,,,, but it still makes me think of that song tonight for some silly reason... oh well

vaca for this weekend canceled,,, but on for next weekend!!

4 days in the woods,,,,, no electricity, toilet though,,,, wood fire place,,,, log cabin,,,, next to no people...... atv...... good beer... good people...... fresh caught trout for breakfast.......
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elvira:
yes, mud for you, my whole clothes are full with it, as my flat....hehe

how do i see things??hmm with love, im infected with love these days and sometimes it makes me sad to see people cracking up on their own souls and minds....but whatever

mmmh outdoor action, have fun and think of me, thats where im at home

kiss kiss
chai:
thank uuu smile

wow the trip you try to plan sounds so cool.. have u ever been once here in europe already?

Monday May 15, 2006

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two weeks of rain,,,,,,,,,, gotta love it ;}

tons of roads closed, makes drivin fun!!!

and cant wait for the mud this weekend!!

now i just a cute chicky to mud wreslte with on the trail somewhere........

any takers?
elvira:
YES no way mud wrestling must be fucking good. i love wrestling without mud but with it..jip im coming to get ya smile wink tongue

Tuesday May 09, 2006

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i'll write now,,, while sober... ;}

(Iactually, been very sober the last two months.... blah!)

rainy miserable day today, but good day.

one of those strong, windblown, cold rains that u cant escape from and you finally just have to succumb to and accept and enjoy.

and no more brainfucks.... its been a crappy couple of months living in my head, but i think i...
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elvira:
hey!

the problem is, alcohol make you always feel you have something to say and all the thoughts flow out. but its the same when you are sober....so take care of you bastard wink

but hey im really not upset or anything...its your thing...

haha and jeah bonjovi fucking rocks
btw it just started raining heavly, so cool i love it, i love the smell and now i think of going out naked and let it come down on me. hehe no way.
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enjoy your weekend smile kiss kiss kiss

Friday May 05, 2006

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i heard this line today in a song,,, (well,, heard it alot before, but it stuck today)

'if i am going to be lonely,,,, then i'd rather be alone...."

thats so me, i so love the lyrics, and i think about it now, i it makes me happy, but at the same time i wanna say fuck it!

i dont want to be alone, even...
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elvira:
to me you always seem to be drunken when you write... surreal

im quite right, there are some things missing in my life, but all in all i got everything to be happy. and the other part is just a question of time and of my motivation...

what about you,are you still trapped in brainfuck or waht?

ps: you said something bout my pic....it was in mexico in a original 50s hotel, very fucked up but everything original. and there was this window, i could have sit there the whole day cause it was so specila... whatever

kiss

Wednesday Apr 26, 2006

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swweeeeeeeetnesssssss

the chemicals be out totally now i think!!!!

me be so happy!!!!!

hope everyone else is as well!
elvira:
blush ... kiss kiss

better living through chemicals...or whatever wink

Sunday Apr 16, 2006

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sweeeeet!!

happy mood! great weather..... no more crappy nausea wanting to constanlty puke feeling...

and girlies look good again too....! ( i could explain that, but why bother,,, its passed,,, all i'll say is that when u lose an interest in just about everything,,, and realize,, and are ok with it,,,,, thtas a strange thing to feel)

and oh ya,,, i almost walked into the...
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elvira:
hey babe smile
haha i also have the sweet smell of the colorful plants in my nose and its just awsome!!

thank you very much for taking time to think about my problems, thats too kind... blush
sometimes i think too much, but thats not often and i know when to stop. thinking sucks, but sometimes its a need.

h? what do you mean with unisexual?? whatever i could eat men and women no matter, they are all sweet like chocolate wink

alright and now a big smile for you and so much love.....whatever, rock it!! kiss kiss

Tuesday Apr 04, 2006

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timing can be a funny thing.... either really good,,, or really bad it seems


and how come all my pictures are blurry and distorted? everyone else had nice clear pictures excpet me :{

or am i really blurry and distorted for real? like really real?
fatality:
Haha, it's the sizing of your picture. If you want me to crop it right for you, send it to FatalitySG@gmail.com (and put your membername in the Email too)

Thursday Mar 30, 2006

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so all be well with work.,, ,just time to smarten up i guess....

Beautiful day today, cant wait till the weekend!!

Saturday Mar 25, 2006

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ooooookkkk,,,

so apparently i need to quit drinking for real this time.

4 days at a new job,,,,and i miss the fifth cause i am to hung over to get up,,,, boss calls around ten, and i coulndt even bring myself to answer....

blah life, mistake after mistake.....
fatality:
Aw, that's terrible!
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