so i am stuck in a rut...... and i diont get it.
it just hit me clear as day, and now i forget.......
and now i am fucking pissed cause my broswer keeps crashing,,,,, it was a song,,, (i'm burning a cd,,, and its nothing but slow sad depressing songs.... you would think it would be hard to find 100 plus of those...) and this...
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it just hit me clear as day, and now i forget.......
and now i am fucking pissed cause my broswer keeps crashing,,,,, it was a song,,, (i'm burning a cd,,, and its nothing but slow sad depressing songs.... you would think it would be hard to find 100 plus of those...) and this...
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ahhhhhhh... what a weekend!!!
sister got married, spent sat till today out in western MA and we had the best weather. everytthing was out doors, including a night at Tanglewood with the boston symphony dudes wih a tribute starwars (kinda cool actually)
i had the top off my jeep all weekend, 2 1/2 hours of drivin in the sun (each way) got a really pink...
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sister got married, spent sat till today out in western MA and we had the best weather. everytthing was out doors, including a night at Tanglewood with the boston symphony dudes wih a tribute starwars (kinda cool actually)
i had the top off my jeep all weekend, 2 1/2 hours of drivin in the sun (each way) got a really pink...
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elvira:
hola!!
bend over?? means coming to austria???
id love to drive loooong in the cheep with you. its one of the best things in life.
tell something i dont know about you.
and have a nice day
bend over?? means coming to austria???
id love to drive loooong in the cheep with you. its one of the best things in life.
tell something i dont know about you.
and have a nice day
ahhhh to be me.
i am happy, really i am, but i still think sometimes the world is bullshit,,,,, people are bullshit, places are bullshit, things are bullshit, my job is bullshit, the people i know,,, i wont g into anther potty me post, but as much as like things, god damm being alone sucks, especially when u want to drink, but cant cuse of...
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i am happy, really i am, but i still think sometimes the world is bullshit,,,,, people are bullshit, places are bullshit, things are bullshit, my job is bullshit, the people i know,,, i wont g into anther potty me post, but as much as like things, god damm being alone sucks, especially when u want to drink, but cant cuse of...
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elvira:
these are all signs to break the boundary.
will you get through??
will you get through??
fireyspright:
you are a bit of a rambling lunatic! You fit right in though. hahaha. 
sooooo,, i am guessing since i dont post as much on here as i used to that that might mean my my brain is closer to normal than it was....?? i dont know, hard to explain..... but i gotta admit, i witnessed alot of bullshit and game playing tonight, and while it disgusts me, i still wonder why i am going home alone??
shoudl i...
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shoudl i...
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i'm wierd,, but i like me... ;} (even though i act like i dont)
fireyspright:
weird, and drunk seemingly always! Hahah! Not that I should talk. Where do you go out anyways?
aaarrrgghh... i still dont like this new set up.....
and my typing still blows...
and i am drunk;.....
but dam am i happpy,,, in a depressed sorta sway,,, god waht the fuck???
cant my happy be happy???
so yo vampire hotrty :]
do i go to amstrerdam and we meet,,, or fo u come here and we meet...??
(and ya,,, i am drunkl,,, but credit...
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and my typing still blows...
and i am drunk;.....
but dam am i happpy,,, in a depressed sorta sway,,, god waht the fuck???
cant my happy be happy???
so yo vampire hotrty :]
do i go to amstrerdam and we meet,,, or fo u come here and we meet...??
(and ya,,, i am drunkl,,, but credit...
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fireyspright:
this is funny.
elvira:
i just came back from czech. bought alot of beer and greentea vodka and tequilla. all that.
we could get drunk together. first. and then i want to know you better.
my brother is in amsterdam these days.....i wish i was with him.
my passport is out of time, i have no mo to get a new one. but maybe in one or two months.
what do you think?
love baby
we could get drunk together. first. and then i want to know you better.
my brother is in amsterdam these days.....i wish i was with him.
my passport is out of time, i have no mo to get a new one. but maybe in one or two months.
what do you think?
love baby
me just be happy.
I dug a big hole in the ground today ( building a patio for mom and dad) and had some drinkw with me brother in sister law.... kind aweird to have both my neices fighting for my attenion.... ;} they be so cute though!
Yesterday was depression.,,,,,, so glad i am smarter i am now,, when big depression hits, its bad,...
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I dug a big hole in the ground today ( building a patio for mom and dad) and had some drinkw with me brother in sister law.... kind aweird to have both my neices fighting for my attenion.... ;} they be so cute though!
Yesterday was depression.,,,,,, so glad i am smarter i am now,, when big depression hits, its bad,...
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elvira:
hola amigo!!!
i need days and months off. i wanna go anywhere where nobody else is, where the sun shines all the time, where i can watch the animals doing their job. somewhere i can just be.
seems so hard. summer is so short and i gotta work. i wanna be in sibiria.
hope you are doing fine.
lots of love
i need days and months off. i wanna go anywhere where nobody else is, where the sun shines all the time, where i can watch the animals doing their job. somewhere i can just be.
seems so hard. summer is so short and i gotta work. i wanna be in sibiria.
hope you are doing fine.
lots of love
ok,,,, so maybe i do still like people,,,,, who knows, all i do know is its 90 degrees and sunny,,,, had a great time last night,,, gonna go out and enjoy the beautiful weather i think!!
(ohh,, and clean the turtles home out a bit....!)
(ohh,, and clean the turtles home out a bit....!)
elvira:
jeah turtles..so cool, i would play with em like they were my little homies, hehe
believe me im ready...as you know im still outa mo, i mean really alot and i dont know what the future will bring up for me. i wish i had a bus and pick u up and start a trip with you....
whatever i gotta check my passport as well...
love to ya man
believe me im ready...as you know im still outa mo, i mean really alot and i dont know what the future will bring up for me. i wish i had a bus and pick u up and start a trip with you....
whatever i gotta check my passport as well...
love to ya man
hmmmmmm
so who the fuck changed all this around.,......??????????????
anyhow... so i dont seem to come out here as much as i used,,,,, something to do maybe with learning that i have depression, but learning what it is, and learning what to do with it, maybe i just dont need to need to spew my crap as much as i used too????
i dont know really.......
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anyhow... so i dont seem to come out here as much as i used,,,,, something to do maybe with learning that i have depression, but learning what it is, and learning what to do with it, maybe i just dont need to need to spew my crap as much as i used too????
i dont know really.......
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elvira:
ahh sammy!!
you use to be a monk, hehe thats a geat choice for life but maybe to early. and hey dont chanell your depression to "bad" people...never lose a bad thought or vibe on anyone...they got to deal with their karma anyway!
amigo. so when do we meet? im ready now.
i love you
v
you use to be a monk, hehe thats a geat choice for life but maybe to early. and hey dont chanell your depression to "bad" people...never lose a bad thought or vibe on anyone...they got to deal with their karma anyway!
amigo. so when do we meet? im ready now.
i love you
v
have u checked already out anything bout work or a flat??
amigo..do u want to write me a letter??
i wanna do it and i wanna send you a cd..what do you think??
its weekend start today...i fear it a lil bit..we organize a party tomorrow...i tell u the last year i was very stucked to alcohol and drugs alot...i feel so guilty...i wanna change it...really..now i feel it and tomorrow im going to have a few beers and joints and thats it...
so good luck for you too!!!