sammy1

so if people say words are meaningless, and if words are expressions of how we feel, then does that make what we feel insignificant, or is it just who we are that is insignificant?

i had to delete that one, to much of a bummer to re-read

i'm living in a dream world.....

surrounded by a fantasy......

and drowning in a desire.......

so many thoughts.... so little to say though

work sucks.

Both of them.

Its 9:30 (at night) i had to call out of one job to stay at the other.

At least i am drinking.

Free beer to.

and the good stuff.

snowing again.

that i like.

the snow is nice.

its quiet.

peaceful

soft.

nice.

and like everything else nice, it melts.

and i thought i banned myself frm the phone and the internet when i was drunk.......

so i sit here, and wonder why
she seemed so nice,
pretty hot bitch
to cool to let the touch do much
guarded i see from years of what?
i thought i would know
i thought i would see
i thought u would let me?
i thought u would be with me,
a friend, a lover, maybe more,
(never what i fear will be though)...
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so, someone introduced me to two beautiful songs the other day, with will for ever remind of her, the ironies in this if i explained it all would be quiet amusing.

but she said during the second the song, something about the next verse being the most meaningful in the song, and being very beautiful.

I disagree with her though, the following line stuck out...
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ok, so how fucked is this....


3:18 am, i'm buzzed, and i'm sitting here listening to Chicago at teh momet?

i think give up