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'now for me some words com easy, but i know they dont mean that much, compared to the things that are said when
lovers touch....'

its satiurday, 9:21 pm, i just finished some alagash ale, triple reserve, 9% alocohol by volume, not bad for a US beer, tastes unreel though.,.......heaven.,.......heaven alone again though

i found the other half of me to share it al with,...
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i like my apple analogy.......

after all that, I had another apple today, and it was great.........

and i'll have another tomorrow too.......
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elvira:
jeah you should definatly go to amserdam, its sooo nice in summer, im sure youll like it!!

i just always follow my intuition but sometimes the first sight of a person can change into the other direction.
hmm for me im mostly done with people, i like being alone, strolling around in the nature, that gives you more than any stupid conversation.
we should all talk less, cause everything has been said so often. we should just enjoy the silence and wait for the pleasure it brings! wink
elvira:
youre right, its a real pleasure if you find someone to share your thoughts with. i always had some very special companion when i started going into intation crise. i could learn so much from every single person, but then again everyone got on his own way.
when youre talking bout woods and sunset...i know how it feels, jeah its so wonderful, but you cant force yourself for such experience, the time will come. everything will come as it comes and the fighting will be worth it. smile

i really like the quote of j. brown.
stay hardcore! tongue
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apples and assholes......

no, seriously though, i am eating an apple, a red delicious apple (and yuummmm it is so delish./....such a crappy name,,,buy me buy me, i'm delicious!)

so i come to realize that some realtionships are like my apple, its good, its healthy. its so nice...... but its already turning brown and i'm not done eating it yet though.....kinda

kinda like relationships, somtimes...
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elvira:
then you should stop eating and plant the kernels instead...it will carry more fruits of love! wink kiss
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no more happiness.

why is that?

she made me so happy, why cant i be that happy by myself?

why cant she still be here?

alot of things in life i dont get, but alot that i do i guess.

she is everything i wanted, and everything i didnt want, all rolled up into one. but at least this time, it wasnt me that blew...
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elvira:
hey man...you speak from my mind. i gotta pass through the same shit. hmm..sometimes its really hard being strong when nothings right...but life will go on and you can choose in which way. i hope you do the right thing, just be you and the rest will follow, theres always love inside you....spread it man, spread it!! smile kiss
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fuck it, get rid of it all......
elvira:
hhmmm maybe i know how you are feeling.
hopefully we can both get out of this shit!
all the best to you! smile
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fuck it, get rid of it all......
elvira:
i dont know why you wrote that to me but it seems kind of parallel thought or any connections which is funny to me.
same react in same time surreal
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i am sick of being cold.

i am sick of being lonely.

but i love being cold when i am lonely, but hate being lonely when i am cold.
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so depressed,,,,,so happy,,,,,,,, you would think it would be an easy choice between the two.

i miss something, and i am screwing something else up.

hmmm... how about music quotes that stick for some reason....

"and your opinoin, whats that, just a different point of view...."

"It's okay to be angry and never let go
It only gets harder the more that you know"

is...
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elvira:
you choose the complication way...just enjoy picasso and the shades! smile kiss or whatever *g*