sammy1

so today.,,, i see the ex online.......were she shouldnt be,,,,but has every right to be, but also were i shouldnt be looking.

am i that bad? to have things end without a word, oh no, wait, i had to call her and ask to find out:??

am i that pathetic, or is she that much of a bitch?

the sad part is, probably to much of both.

i know my issues though, and i know i need help fixing them, but does she?

or is that in my head to.

why this one??? why me? why do i care, when i know she doesnt???

i've met two girls in the past month with more compassion and integrity, but why do i still think of her???


smiles for somebody.... not me today though.

sad and tired, good night.