sammy1

loneliness.... why do i want one who does not want me any more?

depression and despair.......great way to loose weight though...

i just want her.... i dont want anyone esle, i cant think of anything else, i try and try and try,,, but it just comes back down to wanting her, and only her. why? why cant i just let go and detach, why cant i just be normal.

writing here is a good release, but not good enough any more.

i dont know what i am going to do, but i dont want to be with out her, but i dont have a choice, i just want to be well again.

i tired of failure, so very tired of it with everything.