sammy1

another day.... another week.... julys gone......august is upon us..... summer fades.....smiles linger.......smells of the past........

so ya, i am kinda miserable, not liking be back to my lonely self, trying to figure out why i dont make freinds so easily, and why i push people away so easily.....i either let no one in in, or i let one in all the way and to soon, and either way i screw it up.

why i am so screwed up i dont know, but i am begining to get an idea........

i miss the morning shower, the smile, the long hair, the hug, the kiss, and the smile most of all.

kill the smile, and all else dies with it.