its offcial i, screwed up, and its over, for now anyways, and for now usually means for ever as i have come to learn. Besides, theres no use clinging on to false hope, but i do care about her, and am hoping to stay in touch this time, all the other ex's i drove away, and i was never a fan of being friends after, but this one is different. and i guess at the moment i am still hoping that there is hope, and the only thing i can do now is let her go, no more calls, no nothing, no explaining, no asking not to give up, no guilt, no manipulation, just let her go.......
and time now to work on me, and get a life for myself, some interests and hobbies and friends.
my new favorite quote:
"she is her own, and what she gives me is of her choosing, and the more precious because of it. Sometimes a butterfly will come to sit in your open palm, but if you close your hand, one way or another, it -- and its choice to be there -- are gone.
and time now to work on me, and get a life for myself, some interests and hobbies and friends.
my new favorite quote:
"she is her own, and what she gives me is of her choosing, and the more precious because of it. Sometimes a butterfly will come to sit in your open palm, but if you close your hand, one way or another, it -- and its choice to be there -- are gone.
elvira:
only if you let her go, you will stay her real true friend! its not easy, but it could be so easy 
sammy1:
i wish,,,,, maybe,,,,,i can hope,,,, trying hard to let go..... maybe i am clingin so much becuase i know thgre is nothing to hold onto..... maybe i wuish i were a freind and feel i am not,,,, maybe maybe maybe....... maybe its time........