sammy1

hmmm,,, this is my life,,,,,,, ready to go,,, or not,,,,

what do i do?

500 billion people on this planet, and why should anyone care about me?

what have i done to make your life any better?

hell, what have i done to make my life any better??

why do i think like this? i think everyone matters, everyone is important, just not me.

I mean really, what if i just wasnt there tomorrow? who would really notice?

who would really care?

i mean, am i doing anything to help out humankind?

or do i just plod along like the masses???

there are people i wish i knew, and people i want to know, and then theres myslef.

theres one person on here i want to know and wish i knew, and she makes me think to myslef that life is worth living, but what do u do on the days when its a struggle?

i see and hear of people on a daily basis that have things so much worse than i do, and i feel pathetic and useless for letting what i deam my inconsequential problems interfere.

sometimes i dont know how to live for myself, when all i want is to live for someone else?

all i can say is 'what the fuck??'