yay, so life is life, right?
why is anything something?
what the fuck do i care about you? more than i should. as i keep learning again and again.
the really fucked up part..... theres only one person that i know that even vivists my page, and as much as some of what i right is specificly for her, the parts that arent, i dont know how to seperate sometimes, probably cause i cant seperate me.
see, theres this girl out here, she's really cool, and i like to write to her, for what ever reason, and then there are times when i need to vent myself, but i dont i want her to think its her..... kinda fucked up,
probably even better when you realize, or think, that no one gives a shit anyway about anything.
i mean, what is life? what makes u tick?
why do u get up everyday?
why take another breath?
whats the fucking point.
"is all we see but a dream within a dream?"
why is anything something?
what the fuck do i care about you? more than i should. as i keep learning again and again.
the really fucked up part..... theres only one person that i know that even vivists my page, and as much as some of what i right is specificly for her, the parts that arent, i dont know how to seperate sometimes, probably cause i cant seperate me.
see, theres this girl out here, she's really cool, and i like to write to her, for what ever reason, and then there are times when i need to vent myself, but i dont i want her to think its her..... kinda fucked up,
probably even better when you realize, or think, that no one gives a shit anyway about anything.
i mean, what is life? what makes u tick?
why do u get up everyday?
why take another breath?
whats the fucking point.
"is all we see but a dream within a dream?"
ok i think its about me (hope not so..) but i always try to see things objective, so thats no fucking problem. whatever you rule, so damn you can write whatever you want, i wont change my opinion.
why take another breath? well i just read this sentence on a housewall: the fight lasts every hours and ends at the last (or something like this)
its true, but for me is the fight to become a better human one day, to free myself from those questions and be what i use to be. just forward. hmm whatever
i wish you a nice new years eve, and i hope you can free yourself from those questions and i hope you can just enjoy yourself...
ok i think its cool the way you are and so its authentic when you write something fucked up when you feel like this, you should not think about it, if its ok or not.
you can use your journal for therapy, thats cool. go for it. i always love to read them!