so i screwed up another one.... well, not really, i had help.
she left it at i need time and space to think..... and i was bad the night before, but not that bad.... but i have realized a few things about my self,,, or should i say re-learned....
well, its been a week, if i dont hear anything, then i will call her tomorrow...
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she left it at i need time and space to think..... and i was bad the night before, but not that bad.... but i have realized a few things about my self,,, or should i say re-learned....
well, its been a week, if i dont hear anything, then i will call her tomorrow...
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chicks chicks chikcs.... my life story revolves around chciks it seems... at least the only thing i seem to come here to bitch about.
Even though its not to bitch, just enjoying the time, and now realizing i need to find my own time, my own things, all these nights alone blow!!
ok, even they few nights alone. need to find something to do, and...
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Even though its not to bitch, just enjoying the time, and now realizing i need to find my own time, my own things, all these nights alone blow!!
ok, even they few nights alone. need to find something to do, and...
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elvira:
hehe i call all my friends motherfuckers or any else swearword, just for fun, ya know 
hey cool you dated hot chicks, but indeed girls are crazy in mind so never forget where the boarder is or you are trapped
and being social?? well depends, when its for a good reason its ok, hehe
hey cool you dated hot chicks, but indeed girls are crazy in mind so never forget where the boarder is or you are trapped
and being social?? well depends, when its for a good reason its ok, hehe
so all i have been looking for is the sun,,, well,,,,, its here.... and dam if it isnt humid and hot!!!
not complaining at all, just enjoying!!! time to run
not complaining at all, just enjoying!!! time to run
elvira:
oh sammy motherfucker, whatz up man!!!
what do you mean with trick???
nice to hear from you, and remember always stay in the shine of the sun to enjoy the energy
enjoy your weekend! 
what do you mean with trick???
nice to hear from you, and remember always stay in the shine of the sun to enjoy the energy
enjoy your weekend! mmmmm... allagash ale........ sweet stuff!!
the sun came out today...... so nice,,,,,,,
mondays suck
the sun came out today...... so nice,,,,,,,
mondays suck
so i recenlty asked what i need,,, and someone told me (some one really cute too... thanks!) but i guess i knew the answer to that before i asled it....
And i also know u csant look for it, shop for it, buy it, create, or pretend it,,,,,,, but u also cant wait for it to hit u in the head like a brick.....
so...
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And i also know u csant look for it, shop for it, buy it, create, or pretend it,,,,,,, but u also cant wait for it to hit u in the head like a brick.....
so...
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elvira:
oh thx, youre too cute!!!
the feeling youre searching is right down in your stomach, you just got to activate and then spread...jeah jeah magical formula but all the power lies in you!
alaska!!!!go there, it must be soooo beautiful, like iceland. or you come and visit me!
the feeling youre searching is right down in your stomach, you just got to activate and then spread...jeah jeah magical formula but all the power lies in you!
alaska!!!!go there, it must be soooo beautiful, like iceland. or you come and visit me!
woo hooo... another rainy day for my one day off...... fuck, so i went and played in the rain.... kinda nice sometimes..
lookinig for some sun though,..,....
i need i need i need i need i need........ can you tell me what i need?
lookinig for some sun though,..,....
i need i need i need i need i need........ can you tell me what i need?
elvira:
mmh jeah playing in the rain feels so good, esp. when the sun is shining and it rains.
i guess all you need is love!
i guess all you need is love!
"Awake again, I can't pretend
That I know I'm alone,
And close to the end
Of the feeling we've known.
How long have I been sleeping?
How long have I been drifting along through the night?
How long have I been running for that morning flight
Through the whispered promises, and the changing light
Of the bed where we both lie,
Late for the sky."
That I know I'm alone,
And close to the end
Of the feeling we've known.
How long have I been sleeping?
How long have I been drifting along through the night?
How long have I been running for that morning flight
Through the whispered promises, and the changing light
Of the bed where we both lie,
Late for the sky."
elvira:
im tired im weird i could sleep for thousand years..
a thousand dreams that would awake me, different colors made of tears.
and if you close the door youll never have to see the day again, leave the sunshine out and say hello to never....
actually i dont like dark beer(but havent you asked me about that before??) i like heineken, fosters....and some austrian stuff.
hope you had a nice weekend
go outside, junk the sun!
a thousand dreams that would awake me, different colors made of tears.
and if you close the door youll never have to see the day again, leave the sunshine out and say hello to never....
actually i dont like dark beer(but havent you asked me about that before??) i like heineken, fosters....and some austrian stuff.
hope you had a nice weekend
go outside, junk the sun!
the end,,,, what is it?
When u realize that there is nothing left to live for,,,, when u realize the one thing in life u want is the hardest and rarest of things to find?
when u decide u dont want to keep looking for it?
when is enough enough?
"i just cant run, its killing me..."
other people,,,, i choose my own path, and...
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When u realize that there is nothing left to live for,,,, when u realize the one thing in life u want is the hardest and rarest of things to find?
when u decide u dont want to keep looking for it?
when is enough enough?
"i just cant run, its killing me..."
other people,,,, i choose my own path, and...
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'now for me some words com easy, but i know they dont mean that much, compared to the things that are said when
lovers touch....'
its satiurday, 9:21 pm, i just finished some alagash ale, triple reserve, 9% alocohol by volume, not bad for a US beer, tastes unreel though.,.......heaven.,.......heaven alone again though
i found the other half of me to share it al with,...
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lovers touch....'
its satiurday, 9:21 pm, i just finished some alagash ale, triple reserve, 9% alocohol by volume, not bad for a US beer, tastes unreel though.,.......heaven.,.......heaven alone again though
i found the other half of me to share it al with,...
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i like my apple analogy.......
after all that, I had another apple today, and it was great.........
and i'll have another tomorrow too.......
after all that, I had another apple today, and it was great.........
and i'll have another tomorrow too.......
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elvira:
jeah you should definatly go to amserdam, its sooo nice in summer, im sure youll like it!!
i just always follow my intuition but sometimes the first sight of a person can change into the other direction.
hmm for me im mostly done with people, i like being alone, strolling around in the nature, that gives you more than any stupid conversation.
we should all talk less, cause everything has been said so often. we should just enjoy the silence and wait for the pleasure it brings!
i just always follow my intuition but sometimes the first sight of a person can change into the other direction.
hmm for me im mostly done with people, i like being alone, strolling around in the nature, that gives you more than any stupid conversation.
we should all talk less, cause everything has been said so often. we should just enjoy the silence and wait for the pleasure it brings!
elvira:
youre right, its a real pleasure if you find someone to share your thoughts with. i always had some very special companion when i started going into intation crise. i could learn so much from every single person, but then again everyone got on his own way.
when youre talking bout woods and sunset...i know how it feels, jeah its so wonderful, but you cant force yourself for such experience, the time will come. everything will come as it comes and the fighting will be worth it.
i really like the quote of j. brown.
stay hardcore!
when youre talking bout woods and sunset...i know how it feels, jeah its so wonderful, but you cant force yourself for such experience, the time will come. everything will come as it comes and the fighting will be worth it.
i really like the quote of j. brown.
stay hardcore!
apples and assholes......
no, seriously though, i am eating an apple, a red delicious apple (and yuummmm it is so delish./....such a crappy name,,,buy me buy me, i'm delicious!)
so i come to realize that some realtionships are like my apple, its good, its healthy. its so nice...... but its already turning brown and i'm not done eating it yet though.....kinda
kinda like relationships, somtimes...
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no, seriously though, i am eating an apple, a red delicious apple (and yuummmm it is so delish./....such a crappy name,,,buy me buy me, i'm delicious!)
so i come to realize that some realtionships are like my apple, its good, its healthy. its so nice...... but its already turning brown and i'm not done eating it yet though.....kinda
kinda like relationships, somtimes...
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elvira:
then you should stop eating and plant the kernels instead...it will carry more fruits of love!
no more happiness.
why is that?
she made me so happy, why cant i be that happy by myself?
why cant she still be here?
alot of things in life i dont get, but alot that i do i guess.
she is everything i wanted, and everything i didnt want, all rolled up into one. but at least this time, it wasnt me that blew...
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why is that?
she made me so happy, why cant i be that happy by myself?
why cant she still be here?
alot of things in life i dont get, but alot that i do i guess.
she is everything i wanted, and everything i didnt want, all rolled up into one. but at least this time, it wasnt me that blew...
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elvira:
hey man...you speak from my mind. i gotta pass through the same shit. hmm..sometimes its really hard being strong when nothings right...but life will go on and you can choose in which way. i hope you do the right thing, just be you and the rest will follow, theres always love inside you....spread it man, spread it!!