i be styling
elvira:
let me know when youre ready to go out...
fatality:
Indeed!
and life goes on,,,and on,,,and on....
the way it should though.
somethings are beyond you and i, and maybe time should stop for them, and some things are below you and me, and maybe time should skip over them.
but it doesnt.
time gives everything its moment, and then takes it away.
but for that one moment.......
what moment did you notice?
the way it should though.
somethings are beyond you and i, and maybe time should stop for them, and some things are below you and me, and maybe time should skip over them.
but it doesnt.
time gives everything its moment, and then takes it away.
but for that one moment.......
what moment did you notice?
elvira:
im not thinking too much. mostly of the time i just be or recognize and think of situations of one moment. but i know just thinking is a hard way so i just dont do it all the time. its good to be free of mind..
hope youre doing good... 
hope youre doing good... can u ever be found if havent been lost, and if you havent been lost, how do you know if you're found?
and all the time in the middle, does it run out like tears down a beach?
and all the time in the middle, does it run out like tears down a beach?
elvira:
maybe you are found when someone takes care of you. maybe you are found when you got back to your roots...
but in every way it runs down all the way long
but in every way it runs down all the way long
wow!! two messages..... i almost dont know what to do with myself. (and from two hotties... ;} )
So i kind of feel bad, my uncle got buried in Arlington National cemetery today, last minute and all, but i still could have made a late night train last, only miss one day of work, and come be home in the morning.
only like ten+ hours...
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So i kind of feel bad, my uncle got buried in Arlington National cemetery today, last minute and all, but i still could have made a late night train last, only miss one day of work, and come be home in the morning.
only like ten+ hours...
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just put on a happy face....
fatality:
I just got to reading your message. Thanks so much!
elvira:
theres nothing better than that!!!
theres nothing better than that!!! i want it to either be inconsequential, or so big the world cant miss it sometimes.
the middle, i just want the to find the middle, perspective, i usually have it, but when i dont, i dont.
small to some, big to others.
plant a tree.
think i'll have some ice cream now.
the middle, i just want the to find the middle, perspective, i usually have it, but when i dont, i dont.
small to some, big to others.
plant a tree.
think i'll have some ice cream now.
fatality:
I understand.
elvira:
haha sammy...you are a mess...great
sound similar to me, chaotic, lazy, dreaming.
yes i know it.
but hey dont break up on this..i mean sure you can live this way for a time, but one day you find out that half of your life passed by. its not a way to go on forever.
if you turn you dreams into reality its the best thing ever. its hard to get up thou.
i know you are good, and weird, yes but thats a grande mixture.
i wish i could pull you out of this, but i fear i cant, you are not close as well.
but hey sammy i feel you have endless power, you should use it, now.
and i should stop telling you whats good and whats not..
all the best amgio
sound similar to me, chaotic, lazy, dreaming.
yes i know it.
but hey dont break up on this..i mean sure you can live this way for a time, but one day you find out that half of your life passed by. its not a way to go on forever.
if you turn you dreams into reality its the best thing ever. its hard to get up thou.
i know you are good, and weird, yes but thats a grande mixture.
i wish i could pull you out of this, but i fear i cant, you are not close as well.
but hey sammy i feel you have endless power, you should use it, now.
and i should stop telling you whats good and whats not..
all the best amgio
bandaids
they work on everything.
bandaid a cut
bandaid a wound.
bandaids help things to heal.
can u bandage a soul permanemtly, and still have it be hole?
they work on everything.
bandaid a cut
bandaid a wound.
bandaids help things to heal.
can u bandage a soul permanemtly, and still have it be hole?
elvira:
being me..jeah hm could be more exciting but its ok.
you know im very boring and shy. but someone told me that most people on this site are very shy. maybe thats the reason they apply here...
till now i didnt get lots of stuff yet, just a few selfburned cds and a card. i mean thats enough. i always wonder why people do this, why they care, but i like it, its always nice getting surprises!!
there are just a few persons on the site who are really really cool and trustfull, i can count them on one hand, anything else is just on the surface. esp. the girls here dont care alot and they are not true, thats sad, cause i thought i can trust them, or everything is easy, you know. but girls...you know they are stupid. im more like a boy in a girls body, but im happy about.
is it good?? well, i think i dont give afuck if someone cares about me or not, if they like me or not, if they think im sexy or not. blabla
i try to keep my ego underline, so i can be a good human, hopefully, onefineday.
real life is totally different, this here is a game, not more, so i dont take it serious.
but stop, i do take you serious!!!
what about you??
you know im very boring and shy. but someone told me that most people on this site are very shy. maybe thats the reason they apply here...
till now i didnt get lots of stuff yet, just a few selfburned cds and a card. i mean thats enough. i always wonder why people do this, why they care, but i like it, its always nice getting surprises!!
there are just a few persons on the site who are really really cool and trustfull, i can count them on one hand, anything else is just on the surface. esp. the girls here dont care alot and they are not true, thats sad, cause i thought i can trust them, or everything is easy, you know. but girls...you know they are stupid. im more like a boy in a girls body, but im happy about.
is it good?? well, i think i dont give afuck if someone cares about me or not, if they like me or not, if they think im sexy or not. blabla
i try to keep my ego underline, so i can be a good human, hopefully, onefineday.
real life is totally different, this here is a game, not more, so i dont take it serious.
but stop, i do take you serious!!!
what about you??
twist my words, my thoughts, me feelings.
Judge me thru speckled eyes, insult me, degrade me.
yet i am still somehow the bastard?
yet i am dumb enough to not walk away.
Judge me thru speckled eyes, insult me, degrade me.
yet i am still somehow the bastard?
yet i am dumb enough to not walk away.
Be who you are and say what you feel, because those who mind don't matter and those who matter don't mind.
-- Dr. Seuss
-- Dr. Seuss
elvira:
haha its so funny i wanted to write that in my journal today...but ok you stole it, no problem i saw it on a skateboard.
nice greez to ya
i saw it on a skateboard.
nice greez to ya
yay, so life is life, right?
why is anything something?
what the fuck do i care about you? more than i should. as i keep learning again and again.
the really fucked up part..... theres only one person that i know that even vivists my page, and as much as some of what i right is specificly for her, the parts that arent, i dont...
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why is anything something?
what the fuck do i care about you? more than i should. as i keep learning again and again.
the really fucked up part..... theres only one person that i know that even vivists my page, and as much as some of what i right is specificly for her, the parts that arent, i dont...
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elvira:
hehe dear sammy!!
ok i think its about me (hope not so..) but i always try to see things objective, so thats no fucking problem. whatever you rule, so damn you can write whatever you want, i wont change my opinion.
why take another breath? well i just read this sentence on a housewall: the fight lasts every hours and ends at the last (or something like this)
its true, but for me is the fight to become a better human one day, to free myself from those questions and be what i use to be. just forward. hmm whatever
i wish you a nice new years eve, and i hope you can free yourself from those questions and i hope you can just enjoy yourself...
ok i think its about me (hope not so..) but i always try to see things objective, so thats no fucking problem. whatever you rule, so damn you can write whatever you want, i wont change my opinion.
why take another breath? well i just read this sentence on a housewall: the fight lasts every hours and ends at the last (or something like this)
its true, but for me is the fight to become a better human one day, to free myself from those questions and be what i use to be. just forward. hmm whatever
i wish you a nice new years eve, and i hope you can free yourself from those questions and i hope you can just enjoy yourself...
elvira:
well my favorite shot?? hehe i guess its absinthe, jeah its strong and green
ok i think its cool the way you are and so its authentic when you write something fucked up when you feel like this, you should not think about it, if its ok or not.
you can use your journal for therapy, thats cool. go for it. i always love to read them!
ok i think its cool the way you are and so its authentic when you write something fucked up when you feel like this, you should not think about it, if its ok or not.
you can use your journal for therapy, thats cool. go for it. i always love to read them!
sooo, in my retarded attempt to ruin a good bottle of wine, i decided to serve with a hot dog.
apprently, the wine was still good.
in my even better attempt to ruin two good wines, i took my favorite red, and my favorite white., and mixed em.
not recomended, but it certainly beats my atempt at making a dirty martini with CaboWabo......
surprisingly though,...
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apprently, the wine was still good.
in my even better attempt to ruin two good wines, i took my favorite red, and my favorite white., and mixed em.
not recomended, but it certainly beats my atempt at making a dirty martini with CaboWabo......
surprisingly though,...
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a pin drop made a crater
a smile made my day
i like cookies
aaaahhhhhhhh,,,,,,,,,,,
a smile made my day
i like cookies
aaaahhhhhhhh,,,,,,,,,,,