i heard this line today in a song,,, (well,, heard it alot before, but it stuck today)
'if i am going to be lonely,,,, then i'd rather be alone...."
thats so me, i so love the lyrics, and i think about it now, i it makes me happy, but at the same time i wanna say fuck it!
i dont want to be alone, even...
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'if i am going to be lonely,,,, then i'd rather be alone...."
thats so me, i so love the lyrics, and i think about it now, i it makes me happy, but at the same time i wanna say fuck it!
i dont want to be alone, even...
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swweeeeeeeetnesssssss
the chemicals be out totally now i think!!!!
me be so happy!!!!!
hope everyone else is as well!
the chemicals be out totally now i think!!!!
me be so happy!!!!!
hope everyone else is as well!
elvira:
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better living through chemicals...or whatever
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better living through chemicals...or whatever
sweeeeet!!
happy mood! great weather..... no more crappy nausea wanting to constanlty puke feeling...
and girlies look good again too....! ( i could explain that, but why bother,,, its passed,,, all i'll say is that when u lose an interest in just about everything,,, and realize,, and are ok with it,,,,, thtas a strange thing to feel)
and oh ya,,, i almost walked into the...
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happy mood! great weather..... no more crappy nausea wanting to constanlty puke feeling...
and girlies look good again too....! ( i could explain that, but why bother,,, its passed,,, all i'll say is that when u lose an interest in just about everything,,, and realize,, and are ok with it,,,,, thtas a strange thing to feel)
and oh ya,,, i almost walked into the...
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elvira:
hey babe 
haha i also have the sweet smell of the colorful plants in my nose and its just awsome!!
thank you very much for taking time to think about my problems, thats too kind...
sometimes i think too much, but thats not often and i know when to stop. thinking sucks, but sometimes its a need.
h? what do you mean with unisexual??
i could eat men and women no matter, they are all sweet like chocolate
alright and now a big smile for you and so much love.....whatever, rock it!!
haha i also have the sweet smell of the colorful plants in my nose and its just awsome!!
thank you very much for taking time to think about my problems, thats too kind...
sometimes i think too much, but thats not often and i know when to stop. thinking sucks, but sometimes its a need.
h? what do you mean with unisexual??
i could eat men and women no matter, they are all sweet like chocolate
alright and now a big smile for you and so much love.....whatever, rock it!!
timing can be a funny thing.... either really good,,, or really bad it seems
and how come all my pictures are blurry and distorted? everyone else had nice clear pictures excpet me :{
or am i really blurry and distorted for real? like really real?
and how come all my pictures are blurry and distorted? everyone else had nice clear pictures excpet me :{
or am i really blurry and distorted for real? like really real?
fatality:
Haha, it's the sizing of your picture. If you want me to crop it right for you, send it to FatalitySG@gmail.com (and put your membername in the Email too)
so all be well with work.,, ,just time to smarten up i guess....
Beautiful day today, cant wait till the weekend!!
Beautiful day today, cant wait till the weekend!!
ooooookkkk,,,
so apparently i need to quit drinking for real this time.
4 days at a new job,,,,and i miss the fifth cause i am to hung over to get up,,,, boss calls around ten, and i coulndt even bring myself to answer....
blah life, mistake after mistake.....
so apparently i need to quit drinking for real this time.
4 days at a new job,,,,and i miss the fifth cause i am to hung over to get up,,,, boss calls around ten, and i coulndt even bring myself to answer....
blah life, mistake after mistake.....
fatality:
Aw, that's terrible!
god dam mother fucking reality of the bullshit world we all know.... what the fuck?
i mean really?? i am single, ok fine, what ever i am cool with thaty?
but fuck all the assehole muthyerfuckers who think that is bad?????????/
if u had something what the fuck are u doing here???????????
i mean really?? i am single, ok fine, what ever i am cool with thaty?
but fuck all the assehole muthyerfuckers who think that is bad?????????/
if u had something what the fuck are u doing here???????????
elvira:
wow, what a question. well if i was cool id say yes yes yes!!! but i cant say who you are or what you want and stuff. you know.
but believe me, its always better to do things that you dont know and havent done before.
so what do you offer?
or where do you wanna go, what ....whatever....
i cant say now, sorry...
but believe me, its always better to do things that you dont know and havent done before.
so what do you offer?
or where do you wanna go, what ....whatever....
i cant say now, sorry...
panckes make the world go round
will you dance with me?
elvira:
ill dance you to the end of love...
ill dance you to the end of love...hmmm,,, this is my life,,,,,,, ready to go,,, or not,,,,
what do i do?
500 billion people on this planet, and why should anyone care about me?
what have i done to make your life any better?
hell, what have i done to make my life any better??
why do i think like this? i think everyone matters, everyone is important, just not me.
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what do i do?
500 billion people on this planet, and why should anyone care about me?
what have i done to make your life any better?
hell, what have i done to make my life any better??
why do i think like this? i think everyone matters, everyone is important, just not me.
I...
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i've been going with the flow for so long now, since the river has dried up my direction is lost, flowing everywhere but getting nowhere, around the cracksm effortlessly seeking out the low ground
i dont want to be the low ground anymore
i dont want to be the low ground anymore
elvira:
hmm ready to go...?
i dunno. i decided not to decorate my flat cause im ready to leave...every second. i think of all the materialsm i have..do i need it, why do i collect stuff like that?? hmm whatever.
but tell me what you mean...
i wanna go down the river with you, go with the flow...
i dunno. i decided not to decorate my flat cause im ready to leave...every second. i think of all the materialsm i have..do i need it, why do i collect stuff like that?? hmm whatever.
but tell me what you mean...
i wanna go down the river with you, go with the flow...
its 4:20 am and i need to be up in abut 2 hours.
i was really planning on catching up on lost sleep from the weekend (had a very fun time,, but very little sleep)
i really hate not be able to sleep
i was really planning on catching up on lost sleep from the weekend (had a very fun time,, but very little sleep)
i really hate not be able to sleep
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awww, thank you!
It wasnt corny
It wasnt corny
_tab:
I just read your comments to yourself above and, BAHAHAHA!
im quite right, there are some things missing in my life, but all in all i got everything to be happy. and the other part is just a question of time and of my motivation...
what about you,are you still trapped in brainfuck or waht?
ps: you said something bout my pic....it was in mexico in a original 50s hotel, very fucked up but everything original. and there was this window, i could have sit there the whole day cause it was so specila...