"We couldn't all be cowboys
So some of us are clowns
Some of us are dancers on the midway
We roam from town to town
I hope that everybody can find a little flame
Me, I say my prayers, then I just light myself on fire
And I walk out on the wire once again
And I say"
and what do i say.....
So some of us are clowns
Some of us are dancers on the midway
We roam from town to town
I hope that everybody can find a little flame
Me, I say my prayers, then I just light myself on fire
And I walk out on the wire once again
And I say"
and what do i say.....
aaaaaaaaaaaaaarrrrrrrrrrrgggggghhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
god dam muther fucking piece of shit dick weed ass muncher of a crappy funking mistake!!!
so i just spent 20 minutes typing non stop about a bunc of useless to the world bullshit (that obviously mattered to me tough) and the god dam muther fucking sytem crashed whjen i tryed to post it!!
and as much as i want to , it was...
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god dam muther fucking piece of shit dick weed ass muncher of a crappy funking mistake!!!
so i just spent 20 minutes typing non stop about a bunc of useless to the world bullshit (that obviously mattered to me tough) and the god dam muther fucking sytem crashed whjen i tryed to post it!!
and as much as i want to , it was...
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me happy.
for some reason something i found in the mail put a very big smile on my face
thank you sweety!
elvira:
welcome amigo
welcome amigo"All around me are familiar faces
Worn out places, worn out faces
Bright and early for their daily races
Going nowhere, going nowhere
And their tears are filling up their glasses
No expression, no expression
Hide my head I want to drown my sorrow
No tommorow, no tommorow
And I find it kind of funny
I find it kind of sad
The dreams in which...
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elvira:
hey sweety!!
i send away a lil package for you today...let me know when you recieved it.
lots of love
i send away a lil package for you today...let me know when you recieved it.
lots of love
elvira:
this is for you my dear....
nine inch nails used to be one of my favorite bands ever in this world, even i never listen to them...but they have the best lyrics in the world and this one especially touches my heart deeply..enjoy it...and think of me
this is for you my dear....
nine inch nails used to be one of my favorite bands ever in this world, even i never listen to them...but they have the best lyrics in the world and this one especially touches my heart deeply..enjoy it...and think of me
Meet me in the crowd
People, people
Throw your love around
Love me, love me
Take it into town
Happy, happy
Put it in the ground
Where the flowers grow
Gold and silver shine!
Shiny happy people holding hands!
Everyone around
Love them, love them
Put it in your hands
Take it, take it
There's no time to cry
Happy, happy
Put it in your...
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People, people
Throw your love around
Love me, love me
Take it into town
Happy, happy
Put it in the ground
Where the flowers grow
Gold and silver shine!
Shiny happy people holding hands!
Everyone around
Love them, love them
Put it in your hands
Take it, take it
There's no time to cry
Happy, happy
Put it in your...
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elvira:
love is the answer...there aint no other...
so lets just say i am fucked up a bit.
i think to much
i over analyze
i love beating myself up.
and then i let it get to a point now were there are one or two really easy choices, albeit messy ones i think, that i would never really do,,, i think.
i've never been a trusting person, even though i really do...
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i think to much
i over analyze
i love beating myself up.
and then i let it get to a point now were there are one or two really easy choices, albeit messy ones i think, that i would never really do,,, i think.
i've never been a trusting person, even though i really do...
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nina_kova:
how was your day? (just thought I'd ask...)
(just thought I'd ask...)to do or die?
at what point does the endless bulshit off it all finally way to were you say enough?
and not even alot though? little things even? i mean, arent the little things really the big things in life?
when u finally realize that no one really cares (minus the people who only recognize how screwed up you are because they are the...
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at what point does the endless bulshit off it all finally way to were you say enough?
and not even alot though? little things even? i mean, arent the little things really the big things in life?
when u finally realize that no one really cares (minus the people who only recognize how screwed up you are because they are the...
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elvira:
i think the point has arrived where you should come and visit me to get your asskicks for so much depressive self blablabla.....
this shoudl say... 'wish i could write'
"I walk along these hillsides in the summer 'neath the sunshine
I am feathered by the moonlight falling down on me
Change, change, change"
"I'll be fading
With the colors of your pictures
'I'm not crying wolf,' you whisper,
'I'm really dead this time...
I'm really dead this time'"
There's a hope in my head
That's been cut...
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"I walk along these hillsides in the summer 'neath the sunshine
I am feathered by the moonlight falling down on me
Change, change, change"
"I'll be fading
With the colors of your pictures
'I'm not crying wolf,' you whisper,
'I'm really dead this time...
I'm really dead this time'"
There's a hope in my head
That's been cut...
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I put my best foot first and it got burnt
Communication always hurts
I got myself so deep inside a hole
I taste the air go thin as I get
Old... old...(I don't think so)
As I get old... old... (I don't think so)
Communication always hurts
I got myself so deep inside a hole
I taste the air go thin as I get
Old... old...(I don't think so)
As I get old... old... (I don't think so)
elvira:
...and i know she reaches my heart in thin air.....
you are old you dont need to be told...let your heart stay young and put down that gun
you are old you dont need to be told...let your heart stay young and put down that gun
so i am stuck in a rut...... and i diont get it.
it just hit me clear as day, and now i forget.......
and now i am fucking pissed cause my broswer keeps crashing,,,,, it was a song,,, (i'm burning a cd,,, and its nothing but slow sad depressing songs.... you would think it would be hard to find 100 plus of those...) and this...
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it just hit me clear as day, and now i forget.......
and now i am fucking pissed cause my broswer keeps crashing,,,,, it was a song,,, (i'm burning a cd,,, and its nothing but slow sad depressing songs.... you would think it would be hard to find 100 plus of those...) and this...
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elvira:
relocating to amsterdam sounds great...its an active city and it motivates you to do something.
have u checked already out anything bout work or a flat??
amigo..do u want to write me a letter??
i wanna do it and i wanna send you a cd..what do you think??
its weekend start today...i fear it a lil bit..we organize a party tomorrow...i tell u the last year i was very stucked to alcohol and drugs alot...i feel so guilty...i wanna change it...really..now i feel it and tomorrow im going to have a few beers and joints and thats it...
so good luck for you too!!!
have u checked already out anything bout work or a flat??
amigo..do u want to write me a letter??
i wanna do it and i wanna send you a cd..what do you think??
its weekend start today...i fear it a lil bit..we organize a party tomorrow...i tell u the last year i was very stucked to alcohol and drugs alot...i feel so guilty...i wanna change it...really..now i feel it and tomorrow im going to have a few beers and joints and thats it...
so good luck for you too!!!
elvira:
go for it sweety!!!
ahhhhhhh... what a weekend!!!
sister got married, spent sat till today out in western MA and we had the best weather. everytthing was out doors, including a night at Tanglewood with the boston symphony dudes wih a tribute starwars (kinda cool actually)
i had the top off my jeep all weekend, 2 1/2 hours of drivin in the sun (each way) got a really pink...
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sister got married, spent sat till today out in western MA and we had the best weather. everytthing was out doors, including a night at Tanglewood with the boston symphony dudes wih a tribute starwars (kinda cool actually)
i had the top off my jeep all weekend, 2 1/2 hours of drivin in the sun (each way) got a really pink...
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elvira:
hola!!
bend over?? means coming to austria???
id love to drive loooong in the cheep with you. its one of the best things in life.
tell something i dont know about you.
and have a nice day
bend over?? means coming to austria???
id love to drive loooong in the cheep with you. its one of the best things in life.
tell something i dont know about you.
and have a nice day
dont be mad with me..at the moment i dont feel like writing you back, it takes time which i dont wanna take right now...
but i wanna love you, hehe