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so i sit here, and wonder why
she seemed so nice,
pretty hot bitch
to cool to let the touch do much
guarded i see from years of what?
i thought i would know
i thought i would see
i thought u would let me?
i thought u would be with me,
a friend, a lover, maybe more,
(never what i fear will be though)...
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elvira:
thx motherfucker!! have fun as well!
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so, someone introduced me to two beautiful songs the other day, with will for ever remind of her, the ironies in this if i explained it all would be quiet amusing.

but she said during the second the song, something about the next verse being the most meaningful in the song, and being very beautiful.

I disagree with her though, the following line stuck out...
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ok, so how fucked is this....


3:18 am, i'm buzzed, and i'm sitting here listening to Chicago at teh momet?
sammy1:
oh ya, add some toad in there now too
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puke puke puke
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hmmm,,,i am wearing mu George hat again,,,so please excuse the bad spelling and typing (and i say that in case i become a famous somethign or other, be it weirdo or science experiment, and somebody goes back and finds this, cause god know no one else but me reads me)

So any way, a handfull of newcaslt, i gotta workj tommorrow, i just went surfed...
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i think i am changin my name to George.......

As in,,,,,,

I drink alone...again.......
sammy1:
call mw george.......jorge and tequilla.......yum yum
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we're happy to see u, all of u.

its just that some of u we are happy to see arrive here, and others, we are happy to see leave here.

sammy1:
so what, i dont get it? whats the big deal, u fell in love with a girl, she fell in love with u? now its over, what are u still thinking about???
bailey:
She'll only come out at night
The lean and hungry type
Nothing is new, I've seen her here before
Watching and waiting
She's sitting with you but her eyes are on the door
So many have paid to see
What you think you're getting for free
The woman is wild, a she-cat tamed by the purr of a Jaguar
Money's the matter
If you're in it for love you ain't gonna get too far
Oh here she comes
Watch out boy she'll chew you up
Oh here she comes
She's a maneater
Oh here she comes
Watch out boy she'll chew you up
Oh here she comes
She's a maneater
I wouldn't if I were you
I know what she can do
She's deadly man, and she could really rip your world apart
Mind over matter
The beauty is there but a beast is in the heart
Oh here she comes
Watch out boy she'll chew you up
Oh here she comes
She's a maneater
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i'm so un-original.......but this quote has stuck with for to long now....

"there has to be a change, i'm sure, today was just a day fading into another, and that cant be what a life is for, the only thing she said was that she feels alot better, and thats all that really matters to me"
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Adam Duritz, CC

"Theyre wakin up Maria
cause everybody else has got some place to go
She makes a little motion with her head,
rolls over, and says shes gonna sleep for a couple minutes more
I said Im sorry to Maria
for all the cold-hearted things that I have done
I said Im sorry by now at least once
to just about everyone
She...
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two weeks of being depressed topped off with to much booze.........not smart
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eeehhhh.........blahhhh

ever have one of those days that if you just stopped breathing, it would require to much effort and trouble to make it worth while to start again?
sammy1:
yes, i have actually.

take tonight for instance.

i sat on the edge of a leadge, looking over, pondering my existence.

and what do i see???


who the fuck really cares, right??? its not really about what i see, its about what otheres see, so why dont i see that?? atleast until now???

I mean, one person, one soul mate, a really good friend, lover, girlfriend, wife, what ever??? but where the fuck is she?? i just need that one person that makes my hole existence and lofe seem worhhile, yet it cannot be found??

why is that????

so the next better question is, why cant i find this in myself???

what do i need an external soul to make my life seem worthwhile for???

why cant i find meaning in my own life, for me, with me, why cant i be worth anything in my own eyes, why cant i just do that?

[Edited on May 09, 2004 12:43AM]