my heart aches, and i can't quite explain it.
many strange and bizarre things are whirling about my, my mind only catching glimpses of them.
i'm angry about nothing. saddened, yes, but more like confusion.
i don't understand why i got suspended from work for being 84 seconds over my weekly average call time...it stuns me, that although i know it's a numbers game, i'm consistantly praised for doing a great job by my customers, reaching solutions no one else would. it numbs me that i "did bad". why is 84 seconds jepordizing my job? in a 7 day period, that's about 12 seconds a day. go ahead, sit there, and count 12 seconds. i work between 40-50 hours a wk. that's about a half-second per hour worked. now imagine being suspended for 2 days from work for it.
my family have not understood my constant high-stress that i feel because of work. screaming customers, 10-12 hours a day. it'll weigh on you.
this isn't the worst of my problems in life, but one that is starting to leave a wound.
many strange and bizarre things are whirling about my, my mind only catching glimpses of them.
i'm angry about nothing. saddened, yes, but more like confusion.
i don't understand why i got suspended from work for being 84 seconds over my weekly average call time...it stuns me, that although i know it's a numbers game, i'm consistantly praised for doing a great job by my customers, reaching solutions no one else would. it numbs me that i "did bad". why is 84 seconds jepordizing my job? in a 7 day period, that's about 12 seconds a day. go ahead, sit there, and count 12 seconds. i work between 40-50 hours a wk. that's about a half-second per hour worked. now imagine being suspended for 2 days from work for it.
my family have not understood my constant high-stress that i feel because of work. screaming customers, 10-12 hours a day. it'll weigh on you.
this isn't the worst of my problems in life, but one that is starting to leave a wound.
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