What a week. I got accepted back into college! I had to make my case before the hearing board. I got my act together and I'm not going to do any more illegal things. Or my time there is OVER! So I'm going to be uber-innocent from now on. Not really. So, really, this is such a relief. I don't feel like I'm *as doomed* by my record than I was before. I can show that I've made huge changes in my life since my incident. (Selling to an undercover - bad idea.) I'm going to take three classes and be a full-time student. And maybe, if I'm crazy enough, try to work full-time as well. That's kind of insane, though. Something's going to have to give, but I have some time, because I don't start school until April.
I got Netflix and it ROCKS. I'm almost done with the third season of Oz and I'm working on the first season of the Sopranos. I haven't quite gotten into the Sopranos like other people have. I still have gotten more of a kick out of Oz and Six Feet Under.
Yeah, I got the camera phone, too. I'm going to post some of the early pictures. None of me, really. Maybe one. I don't know. I'm really stressed these days, so I don't think I look good in pictures. Sometimes it's hard to look at myself in the mirror. I don't know why, but I'm going to trust that it won't always be like this. I'm lying to myself about something really huge, but I don't know what it is.
My brother's friend got called over to Iraq. My brother is being the best American he can be by standing by his side. I'm really proud of him.
Anyway, I was kinda let down today because of this Dimebag thing. I played Floods at 9 PM tonight. Thought I might get emotional and cry, but I didn't. But I was playing Grand Theft Auto at the time, which kind of numbs the emotions altogether. I've logged 50 hours of play time, but that doesn't include the 100 hours that I spent before reverting to saved games. So the game doesn't really feel like anything these days. Totally automatic playing, my mind shuts down. I'm on the last mission, but it's hard and I don't feel like trying it again. I mean, WTF!?!?!? You like a band and you decide you're going to kill their guitarist?!?!?!?!? I don't understand.
Also, these $157 million lawsuits are BS. I mean, death of your loved ones is a tragedy, but we can't go around blaming everyone of a certain religion. It's really time to start taking responsibility for the crap that WE started. See the "WGACA" picture in my pics.
I got Netflix and it ROCKS. I'm almost done with the third season of Oz and I'm working on the first season of the Sopranos. I haven't quite gotten into the Sopranos like other people have. I still have gotten more of a kick out of Oz and Six Feet Under.
Yeah, I got the camera phone, too. I'm going to post some of the early pictures. None of me, really. Maybe one. I don't know. I'm really stressed these days, so I don't think I look good in pictures. Sometimes it's hard to look at myself in the mirror. I don't know why, but I'm going to trust that it won't always be like this. I'm lying to myself about something really huge, but I don't know what it is.
My brother's friend got called over to Iraq. My brother is being the best American he can be by standing by his side. I'm really proud of him.
Anyway, I was kinda let down today because of this Dimebag thing. I played Floods at 9 PM tonight. Thought I might get emotional and cry, but I didn't. But I was playing Grand Theft Auto at the time, which kind of numbs the emotions altogether. I've logged 50 hours of play time, but that doesn't include the 100 hours that I spent before reverting to saved games. So the game doesn't really feel like anything these days. Totally automatic playing, my mind shuts down. I'm on the last mission, but it's hard and I don't feel like trying it again. I mean, WTF!?!?!? You like a band and you decide you're going to kill their guitarist?!?!?!?!? I don't understand.
Also, these $157 million lawsuits are BS. I mean, death of your loved ones is a tragedy, but we can't go around blaming everyone of a certain religion. It's really time to start taking responsibility for the crap that WE started. See the "WGACA" picture in my pics.
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