Thursday Jun 11, 2009

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well i had a kind of rough day. i studied my butt of for my finals...and i so dont remember anything!!!!!!! frown im way nervous. well only about my math final. my sociology final ill be fine.

i worked today. i hadnt been to work in a while. hours have been cut way back.

and today was the 1st anniversary my my grandfathers passing. ive only grown up with one grandpa. my other one died a couple months after i was born. and even though i had a grandpa- i never got to see him because i loved clear across the country. so after my grandpa had a stroke my family decided to move back to CA. after a couple more strokes and some more health failures, he went. this has been really hard on my family. my grandmother depended on him so much. and i really do just miss my grandpa. he will never get to meet my husband, see me have children (if i ever have children), he doesnt get to see the first grandchild receive their diploma from collage (thats me!) or see me turn 21. and its just a really sad time. and ive just had a rough day. thanks for letting me just vent.
the_libertine:
My heart goes out to you. I never knew my grand fathers either. My paternal one died while I was very young and my maternal one was... well... a rolling stone, really. I went to his funeral (15 years ago this week) but I didn't know him well... all I knew was that he left my grandmother to rise my mother alone.

I'm sure you'll do just fine for your finals. You studied hard and so even if your butt is gone, your brain probably knows more than your butt does. wink

Hang in there.

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