sallydollie

well i had a kind of rough day. i studied my butt of for my finals...and i so dont remember anything!!!!!!! im way nervous. well only about my math final. my sociology final ill be fine.

i worked today. i hadnt been to work in a while. hours have been cut way back.

and today was the 1st anniversary my my grandfathers passing. ive only grown up with one grandpa. my other one died a couple months after i was born. and even though i had a grandpa- i never got to see him because i loved clear across the country. so after my grandpa had a stroke my family decided to move back to CA. after a couple more strokes and some more health failures, he went. this has been really hard on my family. my grandmother depended on him so much. and i really do just miss my grandpa. he will never get to meet my husband, see me have children (if i ever have children), he doesnt get to see the first grandchild receive their diploma from collage (thats me!) or see me turn 21. and its just a really sad time. and ive just had a rough day. thanks for letting me just vent.