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Friday Jan 02, 2009

Jan 2, 2009
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Oh goodness what to say...

Went to Leah's house last night and watched Forbidden Zone in color, and then a few of my movies which people were too drunk to get but it was still fun. Micheal came out, he's leaving on Monday for who knows how long... I envy him honestly... he's taking a train to L.A. and then to Seattle... and might not come back. I envy people who get to go on adventures... my dumb ass went the career route and it's gotten me no where. As Tim Barry sings in Idle Idylist

I've got this friend close to me She called from NYC Said she's got stock options, salary and full benefits. She works the 22nd floor In a cubicle built for her She answers phones and talks a bunch about investments. Well she's finally in love She met some guy from Texas She says he's the one but she has yet to meet him. They talk now everyday, online to communicate. I said fuck that job, fuck that new beau, yeah fuck that pension. Cause that ain't right, that ain't no life. You work a 60 hour week to see one hour of sunlight. That ain't right, no that ain't no life. That guy, when you finally meet in the end, you won't even like.

Oh well... I don't want to complain, I do too much of that...

I'm going to start on my demo this week. It's going to be an eleven song acoustic demo and I'll give it freely to whoever wants it, I don't care about making money off of it or anything, I just want people to listen to it. I also hope that within a few months I can get a full band together and start playing shows. If Marcial would get his ass in gear we could do that. Flake ass drummers.

Anyway, I stayed at Leah's last night on the couch, I wasn't really drunk or anything but I had this really bad feeling so I decided to stay. Woke up, Justin and I went and ate at Fuzzy's Taco Shop, I'd been there several times but was drunk or broke so I hadn't ever eaten there, it was freaking good though. I'll be going again.

So Elise finally told me why she couldn't be my girlfriend, and it's apparently because she cheats and would inevitably end up cheating on me and didn't want to do that to me. I guess I should be grateful for that, but it still sucks. Maybe she'll grow up one day. Either way we ended up getting in a huge fight New Years Eve and are not speaking right now. I know we'll be fine eventually, it isn't the first time this has happened.

It did make me realize though that if we were to date, she would eventually do shit that would piss me off and we'd get into fights and it would probably be a very unhealthy relationship. So I am going to try to not let her get to me so much... some time away from her would probably be a good idea.

On another note, I may have someone to play piano now! She said she's interested so we'll see. I fucking hope so... I need something to happen this year...

Mmmmm this song! There was better recordings but I felt this one really showed a more personal side...

FUCK I LOVE FLOOR SHOWS!



Edit - Friday Night - 10 PM - So Elise called and asked if I wanted to go to a movie so I guess she isn't mad at me. I dunno, we'll see how things go.

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