so...
i'm excited for next friday (pay day) because i'm going to get two -count 'em, two!- new tattoos.
1.) a pretty tribute to the beatles and a mantra to live life by: ...love is all you need (probably on my upper left shoulder blade.)
2.) i have this fucking faerie on my right ankle that i anxiously got the second i turned 18, and now it's all faded and too tiny to even see, so i've decided i will cover it with an upside down black cross (to scare the christian masses, bastards.)
yay! ink in skin feels oh so masochistic.
i guess my crazy friends are doing a "100 shots in 100 minutes" party tonite. something they saw on the man show or some shit. they're gonna do it with beer of course, otherwise they would be having a "death wish" party, seeing as 100 shots of vodka in 100 minutes would be pretty suicidal. i'm always down to drink, but for some reason my impulses were turned off by this idea. why not just fucking take five shots of vodka in five minutes? that's how i used to do it. hehe i like to learn the hard way. fuck yeah.
guess what song i've been listening to non-stop non-stop. (and i suggest you all do the same!) this one:
*
I've been looking so long at these pictures of you
That I almost believe that they're real
I've been living so long with my pictures of you
That I almost believe that the pictures are
All I can feel
Remembering
You standing quiet in the rain
As I ran to your heart to be near
And we kissed as the sky fell in
Holding you close
How I always held close in your fear
Remembering
You running soft through the night
You were bigger and brighter and wider than snow
And screamed at the make-believe
Screamed at the sky
And you finally found all your courage
To let it all go
Remembering
You fallen into my arms
Crying for the death of your heart
You were stone white
So delicate
Lost in the cold
You were always so lost in the dark
Remembering
You how you used to be
Slow drowned
You were angels
So much more than everything
Hold for the last time then slip away quietly
Open my eyes
But I never see anything
If only I'd thought of the right words
I could have held on to your heart
If only I'd thought of the right words
I wouldn't be breaking apart
All my pictures of you
Looking so long at these pictures of you
But I never hold on to your heart
Looking so long for the words to be true
But always just breaking apart
My pictures of you
There was nothing in the world
That I ever wanted more
Than to feel you deep in my heart
There was nothing in the world
That I ever wanted more
Than to never feel the breaking apart
All my pictures of you
*
i'm excited for next friday (pay day) because i'm going to get two -count 'em, two!- new tattoos.
1.) a pretty tribute to the beatles and a mantra to live life by: ...love is all you need (probably on my upper left shoulder blade.)
2.) i have this fucking faerie on my right ankle that i anxiously got the second i turned 18, and now it's all faded and too tiny to even see, so i've decided i will cover it with an upside down black cross (to scare the christian masses, bastards.)
yay! ink in skin feels oh so masochistic.
i guess my crazy friends are doing a "100 shots in 100 minutes" party tonite. something they saw on the man show or some shit. they're gonna do it with beer of course, otherwise they would be having a "death wish" party, seeing as 100 shots of vodka in 100 minutes would be pretty suicidal. i'm always down to drink, but for some reason my impulses were turned off by this idea. why not just fucking take five shots of vodka in five minutes? that's how i used to do it. hehe i like to learn the hard way. fuck yeah.
guess what song i've been listening to non-stop non-stop. (and i suggest you all do the same!) this one:
*
I've been looking so long at these pictures of you
That I almost believe that they're real
I've been living so long with my pictures of you
That I almost believe that the pictures are
All I can feel
Remembering
You standing quiet in the rain
As I ran to your heart to be near
And we kissed as the sky fell in
Holding you close
How I always held close in your fear
Remembering
You running soft through the night
You were bigger and brighter and wider than snow
And screamed at the make-believe
Screamed at the sky
And you finally found all your courage
To let it all go
Remembering
You fallen into my arms
Crying for the death of your heart
You were stone white
So delicate
Lost in the cold
You were always so lost in the dark
Remembering
You how you used to be
Slow drowned
You were angels
So much more than everything
Hold for the last time then slip away quietly
Open my eyes
But I never see anything
If only I'd thought of the right words
I could have held on to your heart
If only I'd thought of the right words
I wouldn't be breaking apart
All my pictures of you
Looking so long at these pictures of you
But I never hold on to your heart
Looking so long for the words to be true
But always just breaking apart
My pictures of you
There was nothing in the world
That I ever wanted more
Than to feel you deep in my heart
There was nothing in the world
That I ever wanted more
Than to never feel the breaking apart
All my pictures of you
*