sadielee

i dont know.
my insomnia is so bad i'm starting to throw up half of what i eat.
i'm pretty stressed out. i'm confused.
i can't tell if i'm not thinking like me or what.
i'm tired of being lonely.
i just dont get it.
so i found out i dont actually have cancer. thats a bonus.
the truly fucked up thing is i dont care.
i'm only putting this shit up here cuz i dont have anywhere else to put it.
i feel fucking stupid for making a blog like this but i feel pretty alone and i'm hopin if i just get it out i'll start to get over it.
i've never been this whatever i am right now before.
normally i snap out of it pretty fast.
i'm just really tired.
and i'm disappointed in myself.