sadielee

edit.
starting the couch to 5k tomorrow.
omg. i miss running.


k. new day.
made it through moms day. harder this year for some reason.

so now i'm gonna be trying to be more positive!
i like me that way. not so much depressed me. bleh.
i WILL move to chacago this year. i HAVE to hangout with my friend there.
bee knees he is....
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so its mothers day. big buncha sad for those of us with no mom to go to lunch with. or get a mani with. or buy a stupid heart necklace. or have them tell you they're proud of you for no reason.

to all the people who do have a mom, make sure you tell her what life would be like if she wasnt there,...
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alas. i shall never get laid again.
not here in hell..oh. texas i mean.
i want a yankee.

I AM HORNY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I NEED TO GET THE HOLY LIVING HELL FUCKED OUT OF ME TIL I CANT WALK AND I GO RETARDED!
OMG.

so i had an interview at swatch and i pretty much got the job. thank god
and i get a discount. i love discounts.
and blah blah blah.
i'm gonna go over to my new friends house and play games on sunday! Wahoo!
aaaannnddddd. um thats all i give a shit about right now.
the end

been so weird lately. feelin up and down and confused and i dont know.
mostly confused. i want a lot. i think thats the problem. i want to not be so lonely. i want to not be so tired. i want to not be here. i want to be there. i want to be wanted. i want to sleep. i want to be happy. i...
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what the hell is the matter with me?
omg. i'm fine one min and freakin out the next.

i'm ok.
slept.
still tired.
antsy

i dont know.
my insomnia is so bad i'm starting to throw up half of what i eat.
i'm pretty stressed out. i'm confused.
i can't tell if i'm not thinking like me or what.
i'm tired of being lonely.
i just dont get it.
so i found out i dont actually have cancer. thats a bonus.
the truly fucked up thing is i dont...
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