sachi

random annoyance at 230am...
camera phones in pictures.. make that ANY camera in a picture. is it only me that gets irked by seeing them in people's mirror self portraits? maybe i just have and OCD complex about that shit...

monday night was weird... really didn't turn out how i had hoped. turned out shittier. if thats even a word. but i believe that it describes my state of mind about.... stuff... pretty damn well. it all swirls around my boy and something he did at work that WILL cause him to lose what he's so far worked to gain. and he got drunk. he's not supposed to. he's supposed to be trying to stay all off the bottle and shit.. granted he's not drunk everynight like he used to be before i met him.. but i can't help but feel slightly disappointed he wasn't stronger than the whole situation that led up to his drinking. i was working all night, so its not like i could really talk to him. i did so in secret while my manager wasn't looking (but i don't think he'd really care if he knew what i knew. i'd hope that he'd somewhat understand.) but anyways, tomorrow night i'm gonna talk to him.. just for the sake of talking to him, if not to sort out the whole situation of what my man did yesterday. *sigh*

Today felt like a . poop.