sachi

Well I have the feeling that summer is just not my time of the year for love.

Yesterday the guy I've been kinda dating since March called me up. He said he was getting married the next day. I don't know what changed his mind about marriage cause he told me that he never wanted to get married, but I think this girl must be pretty damn special for him to do this. Yes I was heartbroken. I never got a real goodbye kiss before he left. But I can't expect everything in my life to go perfectly right? So I told him I was happy for him. Cause I am. I'm fully sure that he will make the most wonderful husband in the entire world.

Heh.. and I was going to break things off with him when he got back at the end of this week. As much as I love the guy, we were never meant to be I suppose. haha Oh well. At least I've got myself a nice little crush on someone to help alleviate this heartbreak of a time in life. Need to talk to him. I'm so intrigued by him.

In honor of this weirdness.. I adopted a cute little emo fetus! yay fetus!