Eyeliner felt right tonight. Now, if only I had somewhere to be.


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emibot:
Cool beard
sxe_rudeboy:
@emibot thank you! I'm glad you like it.
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It's been a month since I had to to euthanize my dog Blue. I still can't believe that he's gone. I miss him more and more every day. When no one was around he was my best friend. Always by my side. These are a couple pictures of him before I sat down and hugged him and cried for two hours. Two...
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azazel:
Oh... This really sad.. All my love 
scaw:
This is making me tear up! Sending hugs!
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I know that I've barely been on here lately. I apologize. I have a shitload of stress lately. I have a week to pack all my shit and get out of this house.

I have a couple of options on where to live. All with pros and cons. The easiest would be to move back to Massachusetts to my grandfather's house with 6...
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Can I ever win? I obviously can't be friends with women. You my friend are like a girlfriend without the sex.

I can't say much that isn't taken wrong. All I said was "It's just pot, I don't care if you smoke it. It's not like you're shooting up heroin." But it was taken as if you smoke...
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It's been over a month. Figured I'd say hello. Don't worry, I'm not dead. I just haven't been myself lately. I think it's safe to say that my depression isn't seasonal anymore. Just losing more and more faith in humanity. Something needs to change and I don't know where to begin.

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rudeboy71:
You might need some good windshield wipers if she's gonna make it rain like that.
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Things have felt great between us. We talk like we used to. Something isn't right though and I know it's my fault. I had a moment of weakness a few months ago and I told you I cared a little more than I should. I told you I need to find a girlfriend to keep my mind off you because I'm friends...
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sxe_rudeboy:
@insatiableindica Yeah, but  things like this she'll only talk about when her fiance isn't around. Even though he knows nothing is going on, she feels like him or others are secretly judging and thinking something is going on. He trusts both of us it's just sometimes when other people talk it makes you wonder I guess. She basically said the other day she didn't like my hugs anymore and she'll give me one when I deserve it. I know I'm to blame. Gotta learn to keep my mouth shut. She's still my best friend and didn't up and leave my life so I'll just look at the positive side of this.
dicentra:
:( that sucks
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Okay, so my friends who are engaged were having a conversation about a girl they know who is 20 and just started dating a 26 year old. Talking about how they found it weird. Me being 26 had to put my input into this. I asked them why they thought that is so weird. It came down to them basically saying that its almost a...
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rudeboy71:
26-20 is not a generation. They need to look up the word. A generation is you, then your parents and then the next generation grandparents. Unless they have friends who are 26 that have a 20 year old kid. When you're in your early 20's it's normal to think these small gaps in age are huge. They will think differently when they are in their 30's and also when they are in their 40's. Nothing wrong with people having their own hard and fast rules to dating but in all honesty they should keep those rules to themselves. If they feel like limiting themselves that's fine. Not cool to shame your friends according to your own stupid rules. Each and every person is different, just as each and every situation is different. I have my own age rules but they are not written in stone. Too bad you missed out on that 38yr old girl, I had met a 32yr old when I was 19, it was worth it.
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I went to a local record store with one of my friends last . I saw this girl the second I walked in. She noticed my beard at the same time I was checking out her hair. It's not hard to notice someone with similar color hair.

I went about my business and headed to the punk section. I know my track record with girls...
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rudeboy71:
Nicely done dude. You weren't too aggressive and this girl will remember you. Now you have a good opening next time you go in.
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Yesterday I helped Ashley clean her dad's house which is two streets over from me. Long story short he has an extra room and a 20 year old stripper from the club he works at is moving in.

Ashley asked me if in the Summer if I'd be ok with picking her(the stripper) up at 2 in the morning because Ashley won...
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almost_missed:
Hahaha would like to see the face of your new employers when you put that down in your resume haha
dicentra:
Maybe she'll strip for you considering you're giving her lifts? hahaha