it's time once again to engage in the ritual known as "resetting my sleep schedule". this involves staying up all night until the next day, until i'm too exhausted and crazy to stay awake any longer, in the hopes that i can go back to waking up at a time when most humans in my timezone would consider it normal to be awake. i've done this so many times i've lost count. eventually i go back to going to bed at 5am, no matter how determined i am to "really do it this time".
i've never been a smoker, but i imagine that this is what it's like to quit smoking again and again. the stinging sensation that my eyeballs get from viewing more monitorlight than daylight is like an old friend, comforting and familiar.
let's hope it works this time.
i've never been a smoker, but i imagine that this is what it's like to quit smoking again and again. the stinging sensation that my eyeballs get from viewing more monitorlight than daylight is like an old friend, comforting and familiar.
let's hope it works this time.
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Except I've not bothered with trying to reset it for a while now. On days I have to catch a 6am train for school, I just get the 1-3 hours and go to all my classes tired.
Thankfully I only have classes 2-3 times a week.
Wish we didn't have to go by other people's schedules. Good luck with your ritual. Being natural nocturnals, I have a feeling we'll never stop doing it.
p.s. holly quit trying to smoking, btw.