fact of the day....
it was strangely, bizarrely cold, but sunny too. I was sitting at the bus stop after work and shivering, which can't be right. I know fall's approaching fast, but it only seems like a few weeks ago that i was waiting for winter to hurry up and fuck off.
I think I need to move to a sub-tropical paradise; at least...
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it was strangely, bizarrely cold, but sunny too. I was sitting at the bus stop after work and shivering, which can't be right. I know fall's approaching fast, but it only seems like a few weeks ago that i was waiting for winter to hurry up and fuck off.
I think I need to move to a sub-tropical paradise; at least...
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preppylegend:
Ten gone ,, no goodbye ,, whats up with that.
elisabeth:
I will gladly trade you places, I abhor the heat here in LA. Ugh. Suppose I've got seasonal affective disorder, but in the reverse, only when it's over 85 degrees 
and the update is that I managed to keep myself cool and relatively collected, which goes largely against my tendency to say just whatever happens to be running through my head/ act like a complete asswad (my word of the week). Just a whole lot of meaningful staring where nothing really needed to be said and we knew it all by heart anyway.
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elisabeth:
Don't just be switching seats on the Titanic now....
Run away and what? Find yourself?
Run away and what? Find yourself?
Dinner tomorrow with the girl who's not-so-far-away anymore. It's all a bit strange and I don't know what to think (do I ever?) and I'm not allowed to get drunk and try to kiss her. That's just not an option anymore.
tell me that please? Where is my Jimmy Cricket when I need him? I need a someone to sit on my shoulder and slap...
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tell me that please? Where is my Jimmy Cricket when I need him? I need a someone to sit on my shoulder and slap...
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magxc:
if you find out where they stock those shoulder-angels could you pick one up for me?
what i need actually is an inhibitor for the bit of my brain that says 'ooocccht, whyyy nooot' when i'm drunk. or another voice which just says 'because it's a stupid bloody idea!' at 5-minute intervals. that would probably save me a lot of bother.
looking forward to meeting you also, though the meetup thread seems to have gone a little dead. clearly i have not the organisational powers of the born leader.
hope your dinner went well x
what i need actually is an inhibitor for the bit of my brain that says 'ooocccht, whyyy nooot' when i'm drunk. or another voice which just says 'because it's a stupid bloody idea!' at 5-minute intervals. that would probably save me a lot of bother.
looking forward to meeting you also, though the meetup thread seems to have gone a little dead. clearly i have not the organisational powers of the born leader.
hope your dinner went well x
Hello y'all...
sorry I've been such a right royal pain in the ass recently. There's just been a whole lot of weird shit I'm having to deal with on a day-by-day, hour by hour basis and it's leaving me just a little distracted, for the want of a better word. I have huge problems staying grounded sometimes and it just takes a little bump with...
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sorry I've been such a right royal pain in the ass recently. There's just been a whole lot of weird shit I'm having to deal with on a day-by-day, hour by hour basis and it's leaving me just a little distracted, for the want of a better word. I have huge problems staying grounded sometimes and it just takes a little bump with...
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midori:
Arab Strap is fucking amazing. Philophobia has to be one of the best records made in the last 5 years. I can't remember what else you said, but it seems we have very similar taste. Which means basically that we're married.
cherry:
::hugs::
Of course you can add me to your friends list
you've been on mine for quite a while... 
I hope I never run out of new exciting music to listen to, although it's been thin on the ground lately... BUT just when it starts to look bleak someone will introduce me to someone awesome.
Chin up
Cherry xox
Of course you can add me to your friends list
you've been on mine for quite a while...
I hope I never run out of new exciting music to listen to, although it's been thin on the ground lately... BUT just when it starts to look bleak someone will introduce me to someone awesome.
Chin up
Cherry xox
"dearest friend I wish I'd never kissed...."
hello.
so this isn't going to be the most connected of journal entries, and I think it might be my last. For a little while or a long while I don't know yet, but for a while at least. You don't know how much I'll miss you guys; you really don't....
Its been a week when so much...
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hello.
so this isn't going to be the most connected of journal entries, and I think it might be my last. For a little while or a long while I don't know yet, but for a while at least. You don't know how much I'll miss you guys; you really don't....
Its been a week when so much...
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screamqueenpinup:
Ok, first off... NEVER forget your dreams. You'll become stagnant and worse off in the end. I've been dealing with helping someone I love move towards their dream and mine were lost somewhrre along the way. It has made me bitter towards this person. Now I know that I need to say fuck it about the rest of this nonsense going on in my life and find my dreams again. I think you are a lot stronger than you give yourself credit. First off you talk about your problems now all you have to do is act on them. You seem to know what you need to do. Be strong my friend... Love is to teach us lessons. Unfortunately we usually only learn from our mistakes...
I for one don't find your dream silly at all. If it is something you desire and set your mind to you can do it. I LOVE Stash tea and make myself a nice brew of chai/soy/espresso for breakfast every day!! I spent an ungodly amount of money on my last order from them.
My dreams: Like i mentioned before, I need to forget about everyone else and focus on myself or I know it won't happen. Right now, my rommate has taken over my spare house with music related equipment. In the near future it will begin to be replaced with my photography studio equipment instead. I hope he moves out soon. Then I'm going to dive into my photography and website more.
Longterm, I want an animal sanctuary on my own property. But that's another story - hearts - SQP
I for one don't find your dream silly at all. If it is something you desire and set your mind to you can do it. I LOVE Stash tea and make myself a nice brew of chai/soy/espresso for breakfast every day!! I spent an ungodly amount of money on my last order from them.
My dreams: Like i mentioned before, I need to forget about everyone else and focus on myself or I know it won't happen. Right now, my rommate has taken over my spare house with music related equipment. In the near future it will begin to be replaced with my photography studio equipment instead. I hope he moves out soon. Then I'm going to dive into my photography and website more.
Longterm, I want an animal sanctuary on my own property. But that's another story - hearts - SQP
llona:
You're not allowed to leave. I'd miss you too much.
Tea buying sounds wonderful. And I'm sorry there's so much drama going on with you, I'll steal you away and make you go shopping with me and then we can pretend the world doesn't exist and spend all our money on having fun.
I think there's some weird karma shit going on for lots of people. I feel the same way:new job, new city, new face, new friends, I want my whole life to be different.
My silly impossible dream is just to have loads of money and not have to worry about it ever again. Of course, the more money you have, the more you have to worry about it, so.......
xo
Tea buying sounds wonderful. And I'm sorry there's so much drama going on with you, I'll steal you away and make you go shopping with me and then we can pretend the world doesn't exist and spend all our money on having fun.
I think there's some weird karma shit going on for lots of people. I feel the same way:new job, new city, new face, new friends, I want my whole life to be different.
My silly impossible dream is just to have loads of money and not have to worry about it ever again. Of course, the more money you have, the more you have to worry about it, so.......
xo
Does anybody know where this summer is going?
And where I can buy some decent shoes for the two weddings I have to go to in the next week?
Just asking, because I don't have the faintest idea about either and I'm still hoping there's somebody out there with all the answers, just waiting to tell me when I turn a corner and walk into...
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And where I can buy some decent shoes for the two weddings I have to go to in the next week?
Just asking, because I don't have the faintest idea about either and I'm still hoping there's somebody out there with all the answers, just waiting to tell me when I turn a corner and walk into...
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cherry:
You can share my Jimeny Cricket when I find him, I'm sure 
Cherry xox
Cherry xox
scylla:
I think the summer fell into my pocket. 
That makes sense about modernity, also. Except now we're in a quandary by labelling art as postmodern... bastards! Anyway. I understand that the Dark Ages weren't regarded as such until the dawn of the 'Renaissance' -- that is, they wanted to make the directly preceding era sound a lot lamer than THEIR era. Eh.
That makes sense about modernity, also. Except now we're in a quandary by labelling art as postmodern... bastards! Anyway. I understand that the Dark Ages weren't regarded as such until the dawn of the 'Renaissance' -- that is, they wanted to make the directly preceding era sound a lot lamer than THEIR era. Eh.I've just had an amazing night and my head is still spinning with completely unexpected things. I love it that a few chords and a half-remembered plan from days ago make me feel like this....
but slight bitchiness also:
I hate it when people go to shows and spend the whole time standing in front of you and making out. Get a room! It's all...
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but slight bitchiness also:
I hate it when people go to shows and spend the whole time standing in front of you and making out. Get a room! It's all...
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llona:
you need to be my new shopping friend. Boys who like shopping are rare and precious.
Yeah PDAs are gross and unnecessary. bleh.
AH! your profile pic is such a tease! I want to see you! I bet you're as cute as I think you are.
love love love
Yeah PDAs are gross and unnecessary. bleh.
AH! your profile pic is such a tease! I want to see you! I bet you're as cute as I think you are.
love love love
clara:
Your new picture did load. Do this:
- go to the control panel
- click internet options
- click "clear files"
Now you can see your picture.
- go to the control panel
- click internet options
- click "clear files"
Now you can see your picture.
I'm being such a bore right now!
Because nothing whatsoever is happening in the world outside these four walls, its just all in my head, I'm sure.
But there's some really good tv on, and my dinner's nearly ready. I'll be back when i can think of something interesting to say!
Don't wait up.
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx r
Because nothing whatsoever is happening in the world outside these four walls, its just all in my head, I'm sure.
But there's some really good tv on, and my dinner's nearly ready. I'll be back when i can think of something interesting to say!
Don't wait up.
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx r
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magxc:
edit for f'n double post and to say thanks for the friends list mention. rightbackatcha
[Edited on Aug 05, 2003]
[Edited on Aug 05, 2003]
tarbaby:
i just might go gay as the first line of my journal entry is regarding boys. seriously,does the testosterone do something to your brains? do you feel fuzzy in the head sometimes? what gives?
Why does this weekend feel okay when so many things have fucked themselves up big time? Is it because I'm just beginning to realise that I can't control everyhing (even those things that I think I should be responsible for) or is this just what being really properly happy means? The ability ot go with the flow and accept things the way they are; sometimes...
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scylla:
Whoa. You know what would be AWESOME? I'm already getting paid to be naked. What if I could be paid to just write papers and articles, too? SHIT man. Ooh, what if I were a tenured prof? Then I could teach all of these me-aged people with job security, whilst still being naked & hot! *stars in eyes* Maybe that's my dream job...
Art theory is cool. BUt I'm a complete gimp, too.
Good luck with teh girl.
Art theory is cool. BUt I'm a complete gimp, too.
Good luck with teh girl.
ophelia:
Sorting things out with your parents kicks ass. I spent years trying to forget that they raised me, but I've since realised that if I'm going to know anything about myself whatsoever I need to talk to them.
hey you...
sorry about the other day; it wasn't as bad as I made out, just a load of shit all landing on my doorsatep all at once, and it was raining really hard too, which always makes me think too much.
things are better now. I'm not going to be prosecuted for banking fraud, I haven't lost my job and my best friend/ex-girlfriend doesn't...
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sorry about the other day; it wasn't as bad as I made out, just a load of shit all landing on my doorsatep all at once, and it was raining really hard too, which always makes me think too much.
things are better now. I'm not going to be prosecuted for banking fraud, I haven't lost my job and my best friend/ex-girlfriend doesn't...
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screamqueenpinup:
Good you scared me! Thanks for the journal comment. I try to make mine interesting and give sincere comments to your replies in turn. It seems to be a "how many friends can I make" thing for some people on here. I don't need "fluff" friends I've had all i can with friends that are only around when they need something, and so on and so forth. Plus what the hell, this is the internet here! i'll probably never really meet most of you guys as much as I'd like to. It's just not realistic.
I'm glad you told me about REM I'll try to catch there show here. Only 10 hours away!! - hearts - SQP
PS - muscled and toned is very overated and turns to flab around 35 anyway!
I'm glad you told me about REM I'll try to catch there show here. Only 10 hours away!! - hearts - SQP
PS - muscled and toned is very overated and turns to flab around 35 anyway!
preppylegend:
I was in a internet cafe in rose street the other day and there was some busker outside killing many classic songs stone dead, i had to leave,, , fast.
We have the Edinburgh festival starting again, so i suppose i will have to just get used to it.
I may even join in and kill some modern pish,just for revenge.
Glad to hear your feeling better.
I was in a internet cafe in rose street the other day and there was some busker outside killing many classic songs stone dead, i had to leave,, , fast.
We have the Edinburgh festival starting again, so i suppose i will have to just get used to it.
I may even join in and kill some modern pish,just for revenge.
Glad to hear your feeling better.