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ryman

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Friday Jul 11, 2003

Jul 11, 2003
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It's been too long, I know....
It's just been a really stupid busy week; work's been hell, I've been in the studio painting away like a madman (albeit a very very careful, meticulous minimal one because I've got a show coming up in a couple of weeks) so i've hardly had any time to catch up on myself, let alone do all the things that I need to do to make my life work. One of these days i'm going to learn to type properly and get my life together, do all the things that I have to do.
But that's the story of my life; i'm the only person I know that keeps their "to do" lists. sometimes I even make myself laugh.

I had the sweetest dream about a girl the other night, someone I couldn't quite recognise when I woke up (I know I've met them somewhere, don't know where) and it was the sweetest dream because of all that impossibility. a kiss that will never happen, someone you'll never lose.
how's the summer for you?
xxxx r

right now, listening to bright eyes "letting off the happiness" and loving it, drinking mint tea and thinking about a bath and virginia woolf "the waves".
............................................................................

updated because everything I said yesterday still stands and I'm too sleepy to write something fresh. Spent today on a beach lying in the sun and listening to Jeff Buckley. I'm a little sunburnt now and I can still feel the sand between my toes. Even though I'm still terrified of one day finding myself old and not really knowing who the hell I am, tonight I'm sure I'll go to bed and tomorrow will be ok.
It's been a while since I've been able to say that..
goodnight.
xxxxx
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onefoolishline:
GOD! that sounds so beautiful...i WILL go there...promise, in the most realisticly possible promise that one can give on a website, that we can go there...it just sounds wonderful. i love poppies too..and tulips, isn't it holland that's famous for tulips. i think i will visit the various parts of europe according to flowers. biggrin

here the maximum poetry i can reach at the moment:

i am sitting here, drinking a beer, eating a frozen tv dinner, wishing i had gone on a picnic in a field of poppies with castles and oceans and GAH! when am i moving? SOON?!
hmmmm...
let me take a moment to say that i will miss your posts especially. they have this strange way of always touching me, making me smile...
Jul 12, 2003
scylla:
Mmm Jeff Buckley. Have you ever heard his cover of "Dido's Lament" (this is an aria, not a song by dido)? It's absolutely amazing/haunting. Very sad, too, a woman lamenting her own death. His dad's pretty good too.

I saw Mogwai live and you are right, they were amazing. They played an awesome, 25 minute version of My Father, My King. Transcendent.

When I saw Mars Volta, there were these really annoying guys sitting behind me (I was lame and didn't go in the pit) making nonstop gay jokes about Cedric & Omar (well, for the 2 hours before they went onstage, grrmgmlglgem). Then they mentioned that they'd seen them seven times. Bastards! They were great live as well. Yay. I like your music taste, you seem like a cool dude. I will add you to my list thingy. Have you ever heard Kerouac read his work aloud? Adds a whole other dimension.
Jul 12, 2003

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