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I'm sooooooo happy the weather is warm now!! (knocks on wood) I told my hubby I wanted to go to a maternity clothing store for my b-day gift cause I'm so tired of having only sweatpants or sweatpants to choose from! I got some prego jean capris and some convertable cargo capris/pants from Motherhood Maternity. Holy cow they are expensive, but worth it for sure!...
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I found out today that a boyfriend I had in the past is dead. He was senselessly murdered outside a pub.
Apparantly he was stabbed by a guy after defending two women and trying to break up a fight.
It doesn't surprise me that he died trying to HELP. That is just how he was. He was a beautiful person who deserved a better life....
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He's here!
I love being a mom.
Although I think it's one of the hardest jobs in the world.
It's worth it though

AWWWW!
I'm so bored!
I hate being bored. I just feel like I'm waiting for this baby to come and seems like so far away. I think I"ll go nuts if I don't keep myself occupied. I hate watching too much t.v. I just feel like a blob when I do. I have to find something to take up my time. I should start painting...
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Happy Holidays everyone!

Now a days I am cautious about saying "Merry Christmas" cause not everyone celebrates Christmas. Oh well...

At my mom and dad's house in Med Hat for a couple days and then off to see my husband's family.
I couldn't wait to see mine...since I haven't seen them in a while. I get lonely in Calgary sometimes. Funny...city of over a million...
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Things have been going good so far.
Found a place of our own so Ryan and I can be alone and make our own little love nest.
It's funny how when you pay half of everything and someone expects you to live by their rules. I couldn't imagine how horrible it would be to live here. Maybe it
is because I'm living with two obsessive...
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I hate people who are manipulative and vindictive...people who use and hurt others to get what they want. Lately, I've been realizing there are so many of them out there. I want to be innocent again...sometimes I am too naive. This world is shitty sometimes.... maybe I'm just bitter.

I'm moving back to Calgary at the end of May...
I hate moving...but I'm ready for a change.
It seems I can never stay in one place for very long...
maybe when we have a baby we'll stay somewhere long enough to think of it as home.

I love Calgary though...I grew up in a small town...but I just like being where there is lot's...
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Wow...I have been logging on to SG for about a year now and I am FINALLY a member. Thanks to finally getting a credit card I guess. Well...I am very happy...now I can actually look at all the beautiful sets and not just be teased. Hello to everyone!