Gouge Away by the Pixies was playing on my stereo as i lay awake in bed, looking out my window at Mars which is the closest its been in something like 60.000 years. Enjoy it while you can...
i'm back i'm back i'm back. i feel like shouting i'm so happy. one of the members so helped me out with this free download that gets rid of spyware programs. and that's exactly what was going on. so at least i have my crappy old computer back that i think works even better than when i bought it used. instead of this really really shitty computer i was dealing with since last saturday.
how are you doing darlin'? i'm hoping that you are well and enjoying life. what's your plans for the next month or two? come talk to me i can actually post again.
My stomach is wrenching
My heart's in my throat
I'm still falling ...
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three things.
#1. ex boyfriends are stupid and annoying.
#2. props to Josh-ooo-aaaa for being my shoulder to ... bitch/vent to. Its appreciated. Much love.
#3. 7/11 run... Read More
Ah, what a friday. Hungover & recovering.
Last night was a total fucking sausage fest. My sister and i were the only girls here since no one wanted to bring their girlfriends. So there were only about 11 people here.
There were 5 blunts smoked between 4 people last night. To top that off, i had not eaten ANYTHING all day and i was drinking... Read More
There is _so much_ junk going on right now.
Its a bit overwhelming sometimes, especially since there are a whole bunch of time limits.
-My sisters friends were here before, dropping some stuff off. One of them came into my room as i was getting dressed. I'm not too thrilled right now.
-I NEED to get out of here asap. I need to talk things... Read More
Oh tomorrow is going to be fun!
My sister decided she wants to throw a party at my house (about 40% of the people coming i dont like/dont like me, and 5% i don't know at all)
Anyway, Kelly told me today to be Kathi's psudo girlfriend. (Kelly can't be here and some boy who WILL be here has the hotttts for kathi and doesn't... Read More
bad brains were amazing. i'm glad i didnt know the horror stories of HR's homophobia back then and i was able to enjoy the shit. (heh... i'm actually in the photo that comes inside I AGAINST I... in the lower left...it was taken at a show at irving plaza in NYC in 1986)
heh!
Well, I will get my septum pierced then! :-P I see that you like guys with tattooed forearms. I'm going to get both done this fall. You'll want me then, right? LoL. Jk.
That sucks that Vex Red broke up! I didn't know that. Errrr.
So are you going to move all the way out west? The south is better. So you should just come down this way.
Wednesday (?!?!) has the potential to be the best day ever. But because life is life, i'm not going to get my hopes up. Afterall, everything is tentative.
This week has promise tho. My mom is gone until sunday! Then on sunday i'm either gonna go with her to jersey or ... something else.
hmm there is a pic of me on this site floating... Read More
.Blame Canada!.
the story of "the blackout of '03" as told by RxQueen.
I'm sure you all know the saying, "when it rains, it pours". Well that sums up my yesterday.
I had just started to clean, put on the distillers and was swiffering. The room suddenly went silent. The clocks were out but the time on my phone was a little after... Read More
Natalie, you with short hair would probably mean I'd go into a sex-crazed fervor and be over to NY to hump you so fast I'd probably accidentally transport into an evil alternate universe where you're not the coolest girl I've ever known and pizza tastes like ass.
*does happy dance*
the wonderful, amazingly cool + great ALISA went pink!
good god, there are so many cool limbo girls now its way too hard to pic a fav.
anyways, everyone go tell ViolentTortoise he should do suicide boys. you little stud muffin
life has been really...sad lately tho.
Kelly had to put her dog to sleep yesterday.
I think i cried as much... Read More
how are you doing darlin'? i'm hoping that you are well and enjoying life. what's your plans for the next month or two? come talk to me i can actually post again.