Yet another (completely) sleepless night.
I went to bed, but never actually fell asleep. I watched the sky go from black, to grey, to white. I think its on its way back to grey again.My eyes & my tummy hurt. The fucked part is that i'm tired. I just can't fall asleep.
I think I'm broken.
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i think i have fallin in...
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I went to bed, but never actually fell asleep. I watched the sky go from black, to grey, to white. I think its on its way back to grey again.My eyes & my tummy hurt. The fucked part is that i'm tired. I just can't fall asleep.
I think I'm broken.
edited to say...
i think i have fallin in...
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i think i need a break.
from myself. i'm running on empty far too often now-a-days.
if anyones up for buying me alcohol, i wouldn't decline.
i gotta shout out one of the most awesome SG members everrrrrrrrrr, VeganJihad.
THANK YOU SWEETNESS!
[p.s. old/new profile pic. change is good, yes?]
from myself. i'm running on empty far too often now-a-days.
if anyones up for buying me alcohol, i wouldn't decline.
i gotta shout out one of the most awesome SG members everrrrrrrrrr, VeganJihad.
THANK YOU SWEETNESS!
[p.s. old/new profile pic. change is good, yes?]
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gstrife:
Oh, and thanks for all the support 
kayla_:
you flatter me
and your new profile pic might make me hve to change my panties :o
and if you tsill wanted to send me the little present thinger i'd totally be apreciative :o
and your new profile pic might make me hve to change my panties :o
and if you tsill wanted to send me the little present thinger i'd totally be apreciative :o
edited to make a real entry.
i don't sleep anymore.
its arse. i look how i feel.
which is bad. very bad.
tomorrow i'll do all the things i should have done today. had i the energy...the drive.
i've done nothing but listen to the smiths.
and now the cure.
I don't care
If only I could say that
And not feel so sick and...
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i don't sleep anymore.
its arse. i look how i feel.
which is bad. very bad.
tomorrow i'll do all the things i should have done today. had i the energy...the drive.
i've done nothing but listen to the smiths.
and now the cure.
I don't care
If only I could say that
And not feel so sick and...
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csilla:
love ya hunny!!! sorry i havent been around. your music is awsome though!!!! 
superficial:
hey silly. i miss you. thanks for the text msg this morning. it totally made me smile.
you're the best!
you're the best!
whoa!
is that a small woodland creature shoved down the crotch of yr underpants? or are you just happy to see me?
speaking of underpants, i got 3 new pairs today. yay!
and i was in nyack and got me some caramel apple cider.
yeah, today's mood is 100% better than last night. sorry you had to witness that.
... you wouldn't like me when...
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is that a small woodland creature shoved down the crotch of yr underpants? or are you just happy to see me?
speaking of underpants, i got 3 new pairs today. yay!
and i was in nyack and got me some caramel apple cider.
yeah, today's mood is 100% better than last night. sorry you had to witness that.
... you wouldn't like me when...
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throatneedle:
Possibly Queens or Brooklyn
Greenpoint, Clinton Hill, Astoria, Woodside, Kew Gardens
Seem to be coming to mind
Living in the city right now is too expensive and unrealistic
Greenpoint, Clinton Hill, Astoria, Woodside, Kew Gardens
Seem to be coming to mind
Living in the city right now is too expensive and unrealistic
_6deana9_:
h37 sw33t1e*
Are you happy?
Now yr alone.
Thats what you want, right?
I won't try anymore.
I mean, what the FUCK is the point when you just push me aside anyway?
And how did i hurt you? I ONLY TRIED TO HELP. I don't understand how/when and you never explained.
I don't understand you. Push. Pull.
I GIVE UP.
I can't save the world & I...
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Now yr alone.
Thats what you want, right?
I won't try anymore.
I mean, what the FUCK is the point when you just push me aside anyway?
And how did i hurt you? I ONLY TRIED TO HELP. I don't understand how/when and you never explained.
I don't understand you. Push. Pull.
I GIVE UP.
I can't save the world & I...
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superficial:
heh. i left you a comment before... right after scattershot... but, it didn't show up.
anyway, i hope that you're having a swell night... and i'll be around for a little while, online and anytime on my new cell phone (yay!), if you want to chat.
miss you!
[Edited on Nov 15, 2003 8:44PM]
anyway, i hope that you're having a swell night... and i'll be around for a little while, online and anytime on my new cell phone (yay!), if you want to chat.
miss you!
[Edited on Nov 15, 2003 8:44PM]
fragile21:
Are you ok? That was some deep emotional stuff. I could really feel that. I hope everything is ok. I'm here for you if you need me. *Hugs*
I'm sorry about your friend's cat. That's really sad. My cat died not too long ago. I still miss him.
Thanks for what you said about my pictures. You make me blush.
I've got a few posters in my room. I've got Nirvana(obviously), NIN, Coal Chamber, a small Deftones one, and the Crow and Fight Club.
Deftones were fucking awesome!!! I was so worn out after that show. I think I'm still tired from it. lol. They played almost ALL of "Around the Fur!" I was super happy about that. It's like they played every song I could want them to play. Poison the Well and Denali opened up. They were both really good too. I wish I could go see the Deftones again. You want to buy me a ticket and I'll come see'em with you.
Feel better, ok?
I'm sorry about your friend's cat. That's really sad. My cat died not too long ago. I still miss him.
Thanks for what you said about my pictures. You make me blush.
I've got a few posters in my room. I've got Nirvana(obviously), NIN, Coal Chamber, a small Deftones one, and the Crow and Fight Club.
Deftones were fucking awesome!!! I was so worn out after that show. I think I'm still tired from it. lol. They played almost ALL of "Around the Fur!" I was super happy about that. It's like they played every song I could want them to play. Poison the Well and Denali opened up. They were both really good too. I wish I could go see the Deftones again. You want to buy me a ticket and I'll come see'em with you.
Feel better, ok?
i woke up with more cuts & bruises than i had when i went to sleep.
what the fuck goes on during my 2 hrs of slumber?!
side note:
i Diphenhydramine Hydrochloride
what the fuck goes on during my 2 hrs of slumber?!
side note:
i
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_6deana9_:
hi, lovely*
schoolgirl:
I hate that. I have cuts and bruises ll th time. Where do they come from? I get hurt and nothing happens. but boo boos appear mysteriously other places. 
*checks weather*
Wind: From the West Northwest at 23 gusting to 40 mph
Maybe my house will get blown away.
You know, all wizard of oz style. Yay!
I've been meaning to move anyway.
i just realized that Erick (of theSTART..formally of kissing chaos) was in SPARTA. hmmpmh.
today is a fucking SAD day.
R.I.P
PARIS
Wind: From the West Northwest at 23 gusting to 40 mph
Maybe my house will get blown away.
You know, all wizard of oz style. Yay!
I've been meaning to move anyway.
i just realized that Erick (of theSTART..formally of kissing chaos) was in SPARTA. hmmpmh.
today is a fucking SAD day.
R.I.P
PARIS
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aaronseven:
and gabriel of kissing chaos from pop unknown and mineral
evanx:
Was in Sparta, or is in Sparta? 'Cause I actually like Sparta quite a bit!
We were spared any power outage from the wind here, luckily. But it kinda sucked driving on the highway...
~E
We were spared any power outage from the wind here, luckily. But it kinda sucked driving on the highway...
~E
quick update.
- thursday: dont remember.
- friday sucked. nothing happened.
[edit:] ok wait i lied!
i saw a shooting star on friday night. well ok maybe it was saturday morning.
like 4am ish. except i couldn't see ANY stars in the sky and all of a sudden this bright white ball flys past my window. maybe it was a meteor? who knows....
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- thursday: dont remember.
- friday sucked. nothing happened.
[edit:] ok wait i lied!
i saw a shooting star on friday night. well ok maybe it was saturday morning.
like 4am ish. except i couldn't see ANY stars in the sky and all of a sudden this bright white ball flys past my window. maybe it was a meteor? who knows....
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csilla:
aww hunny dont die!! that would be such sadness. besides, we still have to hang out!!!
i saw the eclipse too, it was so pretty. and damn i love that caramel apple cider!!!
xo
i saw the eclipse too, it was so pretty. and damn i love that caramel apple cider!!!
xo
superficial:
hey nood-alie. i'm missing you something fierce...
i can't wait until next time.
i can't wait until next time.
Oh Lordy Lordy.
Dear God,
Please send me a sugar daddy, or alot of money or something because today i fell in LOVE at FIRST SIGHT!.
And then moments later i had IMPURE THOUGHTS. *bites lip*
ooh yeah baby!
I think i'd die if i even got to touch the 2nd one. Or at the VERY least, orgasm.
Yesterday was awesome due to...
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Dear God,
Please send me a sugar daddy, or alot of money or something because today i fell in LOVE at FIRST SIGHT!.
And then moments later i had IMPURE THOUGHTS. *bites lip*
ooh yeah baby!
I think i'd die if i even got to touch the 2nd one. Or at the VERY least, orgasm.
Yesterday was awesome due to...
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honkeykong:
-where've you been, fuck-nut?
matt_organic:
Gunpowder, treason and plot...
I should have seen Le Tigre last night.
I should be seeing Le Tigre tomorrow.
I can't go cos i suck. And i'm really really upset about it. BLAH!
Today will be good tho.
I'm waiting for superficial to get here. Then the fun shall start!
Later tonight i get to spend time with la familia cos its my grandmothers birthday.
So many girls have...
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I should be seeing Le Tigre tomorrow.
I can't go cos i suck. And i'm really really upset about it. BLAH!
Today will be good tho.
I'm waiting for superficial to get here. Then the fun shall start!
Later tonight i get to spend time with la familia cos its my grandmothers birthday.
So many girls have...
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godlessnerd:
Oh, i'll show you the goods... I don't know what i'm going to take pictures of... I have to do some construction ones for work, and maybe some Victoria ones, those ones might be pretty... then... I dunno, i'll just ride my bike around and find things
godlessnerd:
oh i cleaned it good!
oh yay! scratch n sniff panties would rock!!