rxqueen

oh where does one begin?
Well because i'm Ukrainian and weird, today is Easter.
But instead of doing the family thing i stayed home, watched the brady bunch movie and countless episodes of the FAMILY GUY
i had a really really really bad migrane and just decided to have the day to myself.

me being alone = thinking = no good.
i realized i have softcore abandonment issues.
i bitched to the coolest boy in the world, but it wasn't such a great idea cos hes having issues of his own
[is band *regarding.i* are being flakes, and he decided he wanted out today] so i didn't really get the attention/support i needed, and was spread kinda thin trying to cheer him up when i was pretty upset myself.
but whatever.
thats what friends are for, no?

So here is where the family guy episodes come in.
Cheered me right up.
BUT THEN i got a call from my sister.
[some bg info... tomorrow is the THRICE show and i paid for her ticket because she was supposed to drive to poughkeepsie which is about an hour away from here so we can see them] And she tells me that kathleen and mike are coming .
whatever. thats fine. i can deal even tho i can't stand either of them. then she tells me that shes going up there with them and i need to find my own ride.
HOW FUCKED UP IS THAT?!?!?
the day before the show, tell me i need my own ride...
after i pay for yr ticket and they weren't even gonna come until a few hours ago

i want to punch all three of them in the face.

i called jay cos i was mad and needed to talk to someone and he was the first person who came to mind. hes going to the show too and offered me a ride.
so at least now i get to spend an hour in a car with 3 people whos company i enjoy (jay, andreas + allison) as opposed to three people who make me want to gag at the moment.

i don't know if i should be a bitch and confront my sister about how much this bothers me and have her pay me back for the ticket
OR
just sit back and do nothing and have an amazing time at the show with people i adore.

meh.
my apologies for this being long.