I never thought i'd spend any holiday alone. Last night I didn't think i was going to. But here i am. 
Maybe i'll attempt to do something productive to get my mind off of it. Maybe.
Last night a girl i met at the train station on my way downstate gave me $20. She said something about "good karma". I gave $5 to some kid in grand central with a lazy eye(s??) who needed $18 to get to philly. I don't know how legit he was, but i figured since i just got an extra $20 (not that i ever really have money to spare), it wouldn't hurt to give him some. I used the rest of it to get home.
Now its raining. All of the really dark grey clouds are just over my house. I hope this doesn't result in lightning.
I need love.
Maybe i'll attempt to do something productive to get my mind off of it. Maybe.
Last night a girl i met at the train station on my way downstate gave me $20. She said something about "good karma". I gave $5 to some kid in grand central with a lazy eye(s??) who needed $18 to get to philly. I don't know how legit he was, but i figured since i just got an extra $20 (not that i ever really have money to spare), it wouldn't hurt to give him some. I used the rest of it to get home.
Now its raining. All of the really dark grey clouds are just over my house. I hope this doesn't result in lightning.
I need love.
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endedben:
I know there's so much to do. That's a problem. There's so much to do I'm overwhelmed. I don't know where to go or who to talk to. I don't know anyone to help me get my foot in the door, so to speak.
scattershot:
well then Im glad to have entertained you like woah 
