TODAY WAS LIKE CHRISTMAS!!
well...almost.
i asked my mom if i got any mail while i was gone, so she sent me to the porch where i saw a nice big envelope from nitro records. inside was the rerelease of theSTARTS death via satellite complete with the video for the 1234, lots of double sided posters, flyers and stickers!
GO HERE NITRO AND BUY THE FUCKING EP. YOU'LL LOVE IT or i'll beat you up!
the rest of the day was spent gasping for air and hanging out with my grandmother (who mooned my grandfather AGAIN today. hehe my family is way cooler than yours).
those were the only things that made me smile today. i've been so weird lately. i hate it. i hate me. i have a way of pushing everyone away...til theres no one left. when i get like this i'm terrificly great at sabotaging EVERYTHING i actually have going for me. which isn't much right now anyway.
ugh i'm sucha jerk. this bipolar shit really fucking sucks.
i know one thing that would make me feel better. if only for 3 minutes.
but its impossible...at least right now.
its crummy having a best friend who gives the best hugs live about 2 hrs away from you.
i miss you, jeremyface.
well...almost.
i asked my mom if i got any mail while i was gone, so she sent me to the porch where i saw a nice big envelope from nitro records. inside was the rerelease of theSTARTS death via satellite complete with the video for the 1234, lots of double sided posters, flyers and stickers!
GO HERE NITRO AND BUY THE FUCKING EP. YOU'LL LOVE IT or i'll beat you up!
the rest of the day was spent gasping for air and hanging out with my grandmother (who mooned my grandfather AGAIN today. hehe my family is way cooler than yours).
those were the only things that made me smile today. i've been so weird lately. i hate it. i hate me. i have a way of pushing everyone away...til theres no one left. when i get like this i'm terrificly great at sabotaging EVERYTHING i actually have going for me. which isn't much right now anyway.
ugh i'm sucha jerk. this bipolar shit really fucking sucks.
i know one thing that would make me feel better. if only for 3 minutes.
but its impossible...at least right now.
its crummy having a best friend who gives the best hugs live about 2 hrs away from you.
i miss you, jeremyface.
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Well, don't get too sad because you gots to know that I luv ya.
And I DO know of another bf for ya. LoL.
Oh, and by the way I like the long posts so you don't have to apologize at all.
*HUGS* I'm here for ya.
gah! i am so special *tickle*