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Yonkers, New York New Haven, CT

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Wednesday Jun 11, 2003

Jun 11, 2003
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i think my mind is in the process of collapsing into itself.
Last night was horrible and the whole thing got me mad, and then very upset.
Then this morning i woke up in tears.
I had this dream that Keith died (keith is my ex we were together on and off for 4 years). I dont know why it got me so upset. In the dream he gave me this thing that was very very important to him and i was kinda weirded out by it cos i was suprised he didn't give it to the girl hes with now. not to mention half of this dream took place in a supermarket.
I dont know just thinking about it makes me want to cry. frown

Anyway i'd like to apologize to anyone who talked to me last night. When im upset i tend to detach myself and get all weird and stupid. so i'm sorry if i came off like a jerk to anyone.

meh. i think i need a hardcore hug.
"when i hear yr voice i open my eyes and pray that you've found me. but here i am all alone - and all i know is this revelation..." ~ morgan storm
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toxicvixen:
sorry you had a sucky dream. it's weird how things that seem insignificant in the grand scheme of things upset us so much. do you still talk to keith? maybe you just miss him? wait... half your dream took place in a supermarket? that's pretty funny.

i know what you mean about detaching yourself when you're upset. i do that too. some people take it personally which makes me upset even more.

yes, you need a hardcore hug! ::hug::

MORGAN STORM?!?!?!?! i can't believe you quoted them. i love that band! i want to see them live... i just never can get my ass to a show. i found out about them when they submitted some stuff to review on my site a couple of years ago. sorry, just got excited for a second.. they are one of my favorites.
Jun 12, 2003
johnny_crotchrot:
*Gives Suicidal Hug*
Jun 12, 2003

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