I am...
Standing, here I scream "I am"
...nothing but me, this rope I walk and...
my "I am"
...
are you?
Standing, here I scream "I am"
...nothing but me, this rope I walk and...
my "I am"
...
are you?
Denying oneself is an indulgence. The indulgence of deying is by far the worst; it forces us to believe that we are doing great things, when in effect we are only fixed within ourselves.
Carlos Castenada
Carlos Castenada
Shadows breathe. Trees creak and there is no light... not hopeless but rather worn, or perhaps the word "bleak" might better describe this absence.
And though I have many friends, wild times and hard moments. My shadow is deep. Albie is my best friend, true in a fight, but he lacks that certain something, that certain confidence. Albie's my best friend and he's a cuckold...
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And though I have many friends, wild times and hard moments. My shadow is deep. Albie is my best friend, true in a fight, but he lacks that certain something, that certain confidence. Albie's my best friend and he's a cuckold...
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Today is the first day in a long time my head does not hurt. I'm not dizzy and I can walk without a lean. My concussion is healed, but my knees are still scabbed and my wrists are still cut up.
What I am is angry. No... not just angry... I'm full of wrath and my mind reels with terminal hate.
If vengeance is divine...
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What I am is angry. No... not just angry... I'm full of wrath and my mind reels with terminal hate.
If vengeance is divine...
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_sarah_:
Wow. Thank you for sharing all of that.
Travel well.
Travel well.
roxxee:
You know, there was something almost musical about that entry. I liked it.
I just noticed...
Friday July 2nd... Dayglo Abortions is playing Lucky Bar in Victoria, BC!
...beware the 13th lvl Monk cause Quiverin Palm is next
Rutledge
Friday July 2nd... Dayglo Abortions is playing Lucky Bar in Victoria, BC!
...beware the 13th lvl Monk cause Quiverin Palm is next
Rutledge
Time is a chronological system of order in which I place my life.
As you read this, Time has flashed and for that brief instant I stand beside you. The tight coil of time flows. While, it appears to repeat itself like the fabled serpent choking himself with his own tail it in actuality builds on itself... circular layer after circular layer. Action and result...
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As you read this, Time has flashed and for that brief instant I stand beside you. The tight coil of time flows. While, it appears to repeat itself like the fabled serpent choking himself with his own tail it in actuality builds on itself... circular layer after circular layer. Action and result...
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sadie:
butt crack is the only crack im gonna do 
I feel this rippling, bursting urge all coiled tight beneath too-taught skin. Perhaps it is this feeling of change that spurs my need. This obsessive desire to rip and rend my soul's desire, and being the catlyst I know has started.
For too long have I been a fracture, a half-truth of myself. For too long have I trained for what I need and not...
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For too long have I been a fracture, a half-truth of myself. For too long have I trained for what I need and not...
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...Waking from this moment.. shoes on and wallet packed. DJ's tonight, private party to welcome Summer's start with Reggae Dub and Tribal beats. The tie is off, my suit hidden... time to release the beast.
Perhaps the tales of Werewolves are not so wrong, that the night brings the end of fake politeness and condescending professionalism... empty gaps to be filled with raw animal, raw...
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Perhaps the tales of Werewolves are not so wrong, that the night brings the end of fake politeness and condescending professionalism... empty gaps to be filled with raw animal, raw...
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