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rushlight

Dallas, Texas

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Saturday Aug 21, 2004

Aug 20, 2004
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yep, so i'm officially 24. thanks to those of you who wished me well in my last entry.

so, i went to bed around 3ish so i could be up in time to head to dallas with my friend misty. and at 4am, the nightmares came back. i don't really know what causes them, but they seem to come in that hazy period before sleep sets in, when i still hear the crickets and cars outside. oddly, this is when my schizophrenia tends to be most pronounced. regardless, i usually wake up with a pulserate similar to that of a good workout, and nearly all of the muscles in my legs twitching frantically.

i don't know what causes it, but i'm really sick of it, and it couldn't have picked a worse time to visit.

ps; someone bring booze.
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rushlight:
thanks for the love everyone. nice to know there are still some really cool people out there. smile
Aug 22, 2004
angeld:
Ouch man, I know those sessions, kinda fucks your head up quite a bit.

*passes a crate*
Aug 23, 2004

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